• Thursday, October 30, 2008, 5:24 PM

WA....today i saw that girl again sia...omg la...i am juz right behind her la...and i can juz tap her shoulders and she will then turn back to me with a "Who The Hell Are You" Face and i will say " Hi....Can I Know You???"...Zzz...u know i can juz do that and i will get to know her liao...BUT THEN!!!!! i nvr coz i don dare..Arghhh..eveytime i see her i will feel my heart pumping juz crazy...Zzz...and its not coincidence lo...is everyweek will sure see her twice de...WA!!! and today she was so near me la...and then i don dare...KAO EH!!! but then i feel happy but nervous also...don know for wat la...-.-...lol...anyway today's COMPROG is hard...-.-...also damn tired today thats why blog super early...LOL...haiz...oh ya got smth i wan to say also...HAHA...You wont fail if u keep trying BUT you will fail if u stop trying...understand??? haha...ok la...i need to rest liao le...haha....even though its early to say but still.......NITEZ!!!


• Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 7:44 PM

Today i skipped my psychology!!! for some dumb lunch at seoul garden...Zzz....WA!!!! sianz...den now my conscience is bugging me....LOL...i got conscience hor...haven been eaten by ant....LOL....but then that was a very full lunch...haha...so i think today dinner i nvr going to eat liao...haha...so full lo...hmmm...still worrying for my psychology lesson wat will happen or wat has happen or what is going to happen to me...LOL...die liao la...haiya...DON CARE LA!!! LOL....walk one step count one step den...haha...so sianz....anyway tml again COMPROG...WOOOO~ my Fav...YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! Wuhahaha...ok la...thats all for today liao la...quite tired le...SWEET DREAMZ!!!

Having Purposes In Your Life Makes You Live Your Life With Purposes...And Not Just For The Sake Of Living Your Life Blindly....:D

• Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 7:57 PM

wa...today damn tired l...juz come home from pasychology lecture and i still don knwo wat the hell is the teacher teaching...but anyway this lecture hall alot of PEOPLE sia...LOL...den saw guanyi also...LOL...hmmm...it seems that i will be going for this lecture next time liao...haha..some more wed i got tutorial so can link straight away....LOL...hmmm...juz now hor...-.-...don knwo how the hell i take the wrong bus...zzz...i go take 291...nvr see den i juz board the bus only...Kao end up instead of one bus i have to take two bus...sianz sia....don know how the heck i can take wrong bus...-.-...anyway i nvr get to let people to see me as waht i wan them to see me as...LOL...tested alot of times without their notice...skilled right...LOL...ok la...i got to slp liao...NITEZ!!!

• Monday, October 27, 2008, 10:20 PM

Today went to dick house coz at home very sian ma...den watch the hot shot esp 1...haha....quite nice sia...LOL...anyway went to his hosue also abit sianz...so after that meet zy xw derek julius and ger for dinner...LOL....went to GIANT again...LOL...so u all should know wat we will do...and this time...i am also involved...LOL....den don know why go there eat dinner la...damn not good...-.-...haha...den we go Giant walk walk lo...lol...this time its diff...LOL...don wan to say out...HAHA....den we leave there around 9 plus ba...haha...ok la...tml sch liao la...sibei sianz la....

Hmmm...there a thing i wan to say...LOL...ok...here is the thing...Have u ever wonder whether will you wan people to see you the way u wan them to see you as....hmmm...coz to many people, they wan people to see them the way they wan the people to see as...see as in judge also...so the question here is...Do you wan people to see u they way u wan them to see u as in your heart? if u do wan them to see u the way u wan to...den ask yourself have u put in the effort to make them see u the way u wanted? Have you? its for YOU to know and for YOU to find out...ok la...got to slp liao...NITEZ!!!

• Sunday, October 26, 2008, 11:24 PM

Today i was bored to death...zzz....whole day at home again...HAIZ...today tot wan to go dickson house de...den hor....don need to say liao la....those who know dickson u all should know he will say wat la...zzz...COMMON!!! LOL...kao eh...i was not able to find the beatmania that the guy played ytd at carrefour...zzz...should ask him give me la...-.-...wth la....screw him...hope the computer crash then he have to pay for it...-.-...so hard to find la...i took like i think 2 hrs and i cant find it...don know how the hell he got it...-.-....give up liao...don wan to find liao....zzz...

Anyway watch the High School Musical 2 juz now...it was nice la...but then i prefer the part one de...but then also nice la...wuhahaha...now i wan to watch High School Musical 3....LOL...coz i hear the song in the movie like nice only leh...haha...den the vanessa hudgens also so chio liao...and the zac efron also so handsome....LOL....like abit wrong/gay ar...haha....but serious ma...haha...if i got his features i happy liao...don need all of it la...abit i also song...:p

I was thinking juz now that there might be a question that maybe alot of people ask themselves....How to make people happy? or maybe to be happy yourself?...hmmm...many people got diff answers for themselves....but then i got another answer but then its not mine...LOL...erm...maybe partly alittle bit ba...haha...

Ok ANYWAY...To make people happy, u muz first be happy in order to make people happy...Why??? If u choose to make people happy and u yourself are not...DEN it will be like u are trying to live for people and not for yourself...which means that living in people shadows...which also means...u are not living your own life BUT others....and also it also means that u make people happy but you are not...so ask yourself...will it be better if u are happy while making people happy...or u make people happy but then u don have your 'REAL' happiness....hmmm...don know wat i am talking here....But i understand...LOL....( Others who might understand please pretend u don understand give me FACE!!! )...Life is selfish...so make yourself happy first before makeing people happy...unless u are those kind who are happy when u make people happy (I AM)....den i got to say liao...LOL...but then go think abt it....not trying to say that this 'theory' is right la...like i say diff people got diff thinking liao...haha...anyway juz another thinking of mine la...LOL...ok la...NITEZ!!!

• Saturday, October 25, 2008, 10:19 PM

Today i went out with zy and derek to marina square and suntec city since very long nvr go lioa...haha...we wen to see the game show by X-Box 360...haha...the games are so damn realistic and nice de lo...kao...damn tempted to buy sia...but then no money la....HAHA....den went to the mac there to slack awhile lo...since we sianz liao...den after that we had our dinner at LJS den headed to suntec coz derek wan to buy smth...

End up leh...go there liao...the shop closed...pushcart some more...ZZZ...so bo bian we go to the Carrefour there lo....we go in den at the toys section there....den zy play the stupid aeroplane game...LOL...den after that we walk past the computer section there den saw the staff there play Beatmania sia!!! omg...later will find and play...damn nice de la...haha...hope cna find ba...:D

Hmmm...we then go the food section there coz derek say wan to buy smth ma...so we walk walk den after zy kp alot den derek finally choose smth den wan to buy lo...sooooo.....reach the cashier liao...saw alot of people sia...den the queue damn long la...-.-...so again....end up go for fun so go home straight lo...haha...juz reach home only...haha...

OMG!!! Today i had the shock of my life sia...Zzz...when i was walking to my lift right...coz now late liao so quite quiet...so i walk alone lo...Den hor...when i juz abt to turn to my lift only hor...and when i step in the waiting area compound only hor....THE STUPID LIFT ALARM SUDDENLY, OUT OF NOWHERE, BLOODY RING DAMN LOUD LA....-.-...and i was juz only a nanosecond after stepping in the waiting area only la....I JUMPED SIA...-.-...I TIO SHOCK LA!!!!! Zzz....then when i go in lift A hor...pressed 9 only...DEN RING AGAIN....den cannot open the lift door sia....ZZZ....i almost stuck in the lift la...lucky the lift door open...den i scared dao...so i climb the stairs...HAHA....damn scary la...-.-...it was like suddenly the environment was so quiet den out of a sudden the lift ring damn loud when i juz step in the waiting area...ZZZ....KAO EH!!!!! HAIYA!!!! Got to destress after the shock liao...HAHA...NITEZ!!!

• Friday, October 24, 2008, 11:21 PM

WA....damn happy sia...today...alot of things happen...i slowy slowly say...WUHAHA....today suppose to end at 12 de...end up leh...our DFUND LAB teacher say need only 1 hour nia...haha...damn song...end up we off at 11...den since i go project den we head for library...and in a quick second we find alot of research la...but then don know relevant not...but then alot la...haha...sooooooooo...is a good thing also...like that means next week hor...will saty back in sch shorter time...HAHA...

Den after that go home lo...coz later got meet marcus they all...den went home...eat my lunch...den suddenly MANGO appeared in front of me...Wa....i damn super super long nvr eat my fav fruit liao la...den song...so i eat and eat until like i nvr eat mango before sia....LOL....den after that meet marcus , dick and derek coz marcus buy new bowling ball den hor wan to try ball ma...so we follow him try his "RAPID FIRE" sibei orbit name...Zzz...but then the price not cheap la...HAHA...we reach ther den wait and wait sia...until derek come hor....ALSO HAVEN GOT LANE...ZZZ...only after a few mins den got lane liao...haha...

At first tot only 4 game...NVM...end up play and play until song become 6 game...-.-...so me dick and derek see the whole 6 game...ZZZ...after that leh....we at E-Hub ther wait for jason to come lo...den head to pasir ris to have our dinner at KOPTIAM....HAIZ....saw one girl who look very nice....haha....anyway after that we went to the park nearby...LOL...

We play the balance thing sia...don know what that call la...but then like see-saw like that...haha...we keep shouting la...lol....den now throat abit sore...haiz...we also play swing..den play zy childhood chid game on dick...DAMN FUNNY...coz dick after that giddy..LOL...den play with marcus bag on the swing...den try to make it drop den do stupid things la...damn fun la...haha...so went to 7-11 around 10 plus lo...hmmm....den when i paying the auntie say abt us sia...say wat "so small liao...still wan to talk inside..." zzz....damn F la...-.-...den i say loud loud let them hear den we leave the place lo...zzz...

At inter and in bus...LOL...say abt some eerie stuffs...LOL...coz julius scared to take lift alone...wth la...like that also scared -.-...den link to this so we say lo...haha...hmmm....but then today...i most happy de...is when i saw that same girl who i mention in my previous post de...the one that i say i saw on the first day of sch den keep on see dao her that wan...ytd she wear purple shirt de...OMG sia...I SAW HER AGAIN....today she wear one grey hoodie...oh....she look nice la...omg....haiyoo...see her only i high ar...mention abt her only i happy liao...haha...i keep stealing glances at her la...haha...but then i think she know...-.-...anyway...damn nice to see her again...HAHA...ok la...today talk alot liao...haha....go slp le...SWEET DREAMZ!!!

• Thursday, October 23, 2008, 8:11 PM

Chicken chop on Tuesday dinner....Chicken chop for ytd lunch...TODAY LEH!! CHICKEN CHOP FOR BOTH LUNCH AND DINNER!!! KAO EH...-.-...damn sick of chicken chop...zzz...piang eh...don think will be having chicken chop for days, weeks or maybe months liao la...zzz...anyway today all lesson as per normal...BORING...and hor...Still the COMPROG is the best...damn fun sia...today do debugging excerise...LOL...

After break around 11...meet xw go business for lunch...don need to mention i eat wat la...see the word also sianz diao~...haha...den went for COMPROG at 1 den after that end sch wround 4 den meet xw again for dinner at design....haha...and and and...i dozed of in my first lecture of psychology...HAHA........but it was ok la...and i tot got alot of girls in it...end up false alarm...ZZZ...SIANZ....LOL...haha....tml end at 12...WOOO~ but then got project...KAO...ok la...complain finish liao...HAHA...oh ya oh ya...i saw a girl who leave a impression on me from the first day of sch...and after that i keep on got see dao her sia...haha...when i going home also on the way to bus stop...i saw her again....OMG......she is nice...:D...haha...anyway.....got to rest le...NITEZ!!!

• Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 9:21 PM

Today....first lesson of psychology...hmmm...not bad la...haha...haven reach the hard part yet ba...i think lo...haiz...si bei sianz sia...seriously don wan to go sch...zzz...anyway...today meet alicia for lunch lo...haha...KAO EH....starting meet 1.00 after that 1.30 den 2...end up leh...2.45 den come...ZZZ....and i waited for an hour plus....-.-...lucky she was a girl...ARBO!!!!!!.....(Beautiful language) haha....went to design sch to eat lo...den after that go the mensa there the fountain there sit sit and talk talk lo...haha....around 3.50 like that i headed for my lesson liao...haha....

Around 6 plus me and xw walk to inter to meet marcus derek and dick for our dinner lo...haha...den hor went to shop and save to buy water lo..den derek xw and dickson..also buy chocolate lo...HAHA...reach home around 9...hmmm...anyway...tml got COMPROG...Wooo~...but then got my psychology lecture at 6...zzz...until 7 sia...kao eh...oh ya and thks to alicia i got blueblack...always tio torture de....haiz...damn sianz la...ok la...wan to rest liao...NITEZ!!!
A photo taken by alicia...haha...

• Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 7:39 PM

Haiz....today hor...i nvr slp in class sia...Wooo~...but then tierd la...haha...anyway today those subjects are hard la...siao liao la...don know can pass ma...-.-...den hor for SSMAT...i say le u all also don know wat lai de la...anyway this kuku subject need to buy wat $50 book...-.-..some more i think only use for one sem only...wth...$50 leh...not cheap ok...Zzz...

After sch meet dickson and xiao wei for dinner coz i wan to bring dick to JURONG CAFE....Wuhahaha....JURONG CAFE SEH...but then is at tampines de...LOL...near tp de...haha...coz i found out there got ASTONS Express...haha...the western food...and i can say its nicer than Botak John....lol...anyway after that walk to 22 bus stop with xw lo...den hor the prank caller again call dick...den me and xw take turn scold him...HAHA....

Reach home liao...no people at home...song sia...haiz...anyway tml is the first lesson of Psychology...hope it will be fun ba...u know wat i mean...haha...ok la...got to slp early soon also...NITEZ!!!

• Monday, October 20, 2008, 8:30 PM

WA...KAO KAO KAO!!! today is a very very lousy day...-.-...except for my "RADAR" sensors is overheating...haha...anyway...meet Ric to go sch together...den meet at the bus stop...wuhaha...saw a girl who i often saw when i was alone...haha...den the bus was even more packed than usual...maybe coz is first day of sch ba...haha...den some more the driver....haiz...like very rude sia...don wan to say la...haha...i see also dulan...hmmm...reach sch liao...wooo..."RADAR" is beeping like hell la...haha...those who know wat it is, u know la....LOL...

E-maths2 was like hell...-.-...after that was E-maths2 lecture AND was super boring....zzz...EDEVCKT lecture...i don even know wat the hell is that coz i was dozing away...LOL...SSMAT...hmmm...this wan...haha...forget wat i learn liao...cant rmbr le...HAHA....COMPROG....omg this is fun...haha...i only lie this subject for today and its 2hrs...WOOO~...-.-...NOW THIS DUMB FREAKING ASS SUBJECT....PSPS...(PAI SEH PANG SAI)...LOL...in class teacher ask me and ric like that say...end up the teacher in class keeping shooting me i think...-.-...den hor...come only...say those stupid rules la...den she still say "I think the air-con issn't on..." den nobody do anything coz she expect one of us to do smth...-.-...end up leh...say dao me like i am the one who don help...zzz...so i go on...MAXIMUM until the air con sound noisy....den after that i lower coz the rest cold...HAHA...anyway...after this end sch...so went to buy books...So EX!!...but then bo bian la...haha...have to buy...:)

Hope tml will be a better day for me la...haha...oh ya...today i go in class only...i heard "wa!" den when the rest come they also see my hair like i cant have this colour for my hair like that...-.-..they look like they nvr see before...very surprised meh...KAO EH...so exaggerating la...wth....anyway today slping early soon liao...HAHA...thas all for now...NITEZ!!!

• Sunday, October 19, 2008, 11:04 PM

WA....today is the last day i ever got my freedom...KAo eh...tml school liao sia...Knn....buay tahan la...don wan to go sia...Zzz...some more my timetable damn packed...seriously i don like it la...-.-...Tio PSYCHOLOGY also...kao...later also of report...zzz...den xw so heng tio Jap...KAO...not fair la...haiz...anyway today whole day at home sia....den got some time cannot breathe...zzz...don know wat happen...haha...dying soon...also finish the book "Destiny Cries"...damn nice la...love it sia...the guy damn wei da...like me...LOL...i have yet to experience true love also..."Not Yet"...haha...ok la...wan to slp liao...looking forward to activating my "RADAR" tml...but so not looking forward to activate my study mood....ok la...NITEZ!!!

• Saturday, October 18, 2008, 11:43 PM

Wa...today wake up damn early sia...-.-...10.30...Kao...meeting at 12 noon...zzz...is like so early lo..haha...as in earlier than usual la...haha...went there then end up still got people late...haha...hmmm...anyway...went to great world city with dick, mark, zy, ign, derek, doug, zh, julius, mei and xw to watch movie lo..watch the "Eagle Eye"...haha...damn nice...enjoyed the show...:D but the don like the camera man...not good la...turn so fast...KUA SAI!!! ya...and headache some more....haha....

After movie den germaine and julius need to go off liao...hmmm....they both go things on...den marcus also need to go off but then he stayed for dinner den go lo...ate burger king...which i don really like la..but then nvm lo...haha...after dinner marcus go straight liao...haha...PAAAAAAAAANG..........lol...jking de la...haha...we don know wan to go where sia...soooooo....we anyhow walk lo...haha....don wan to take bus la...haha...anywya also no place go so we walk back to Tiong Bahru Plaza lo...haha...

On the way...betting was on between zy and derek thinking whether we walk one round and back to Great World not...haha...end up leh...nvr bet la...and if bet derek would have lost $10...HAHA....went the plaza there walk walk lo...haha..went in challenger...Hmmm....tot of buying the C&C3 with the razor mouse de...but then end up nvr liao...coz need the older wan to play it aslo...den also think think den don wan lo...haha....went to popluar at there also...derek go di siao...den also saw one part timer name Julius...haha...but then this wan is PURE CHINESE....LOL...haha...hmmm...decided to go back tm to drink COFFEEBEAN...long time saince we drank it....haha..

Went home around eh....Hmmm....haha...forget liao...anyway in bus also saw dao Khairul haha....he "violated" me...which i don care also la...he always like that de...haha...hmm....den heard form him that AZIZA was at the lower deck...haha...reached home mother using com...LOL...snatch my timing...KAO EH!!! haha...ok la...TML SUNDAY LIAO...i hate it man...MONDAY WILL BE THE DAY OF SIAN-ING(Benedict's Dictionary)....ZZZ...hate it...don wan to go to sch la...HAIZ...slp liao slp liao...haha...NITEZ!!!

***PS TODAY LOSOH ABIT :x***

• Friday, October 17, 2008, 10:29 PM

Wa...Went to dick hosue awhile den headed to TM to dinner with zy marcus...haha...they all eat la...except me and xw la...i not hungry so don eat first...den later jason come meet us lo...haha...den after they eat finish den arcade again...den jason again stand outside haha..wearing sch-u ma...den cant go in lo...bo bian...den after that when we walking that time we saw PHOEBE...haha...talk talk awhile den go the chicken rice there...coz me and jason hungry liao....cheap also...haha..

After that leh...we go the place that caught fire...KAO EH....SUPER LONG SIA...as in the fire that spread....mac all the way to the POSB there....all shops affected...i don know why can spread so far la...and no people help wan la...Kao....nth to say la...singaporean are like that...when trobles comes all Chiao....haha...ok la...slping soon...NITEZ!!!

• Thursday, October 16, 2008, 11:39 PM

Wuhahaha....today went giant walk walk....soooo~ long nvr go liao lo...haha..marcus go there find lollipop la...haha....buy for SOMEBODY....but then hor..giant so big one lollipop also nvr sell....wth la....den we go back to tm there buy...ntuc also nvr sell those boxes de...minitoons got but then ex....end up leh go the CS there the Shop and Save lo....i don wan to say la...haha...marcus go there buy lollipop but then is packet de...den the rest go there SAVE la...-.-....anyway around 10 like that all go home liao...haha...sat coming soon liao...wooo~....haha...alot of people going sia...LOL...swee...haha...ok den...Thats All...NITEZ!!!

• Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 11:31 PM

Went to bedok with derek to meet zy for dinner lo....haha...coz...marcus go bowling with family...den xw and dick no money....doug say no...den end up me derek and zy lo....go walk walk lo...even though bedok inter also nth to walk de la...haha...but then leh...we also buy things to eat lo...haha...den went to the market there to have our dinner den afterwards wei ping come meet us...still say play bball at that time...abit siao...wrong timing la...-.-...den we go sheng siong..den buy things lo...den i buy gua zi den we go the adventure park here eat...haha...like 4 ah pek sia...end up cannot eat finish den ask derek bring home give the hamster eat lo...haha...anyway...sat go out...big group i think...haha....last week to sch opening liao...sad...ok la...NITEZ!!!

GOOD LUCK FOR JASON O-LEVELS...!!!

• Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 11:20 PM

Today....whole day at home la...derek say want go giant den end up leh...he slp wor...-.-...wake up around 7 to 8 plus ...den msg say slping....HAIZ....nth to say...haha...anyway i do nth for the whole day la...kao....haha...tml hope will go out...LOL...sch opening soon liao...sibei sianz....-.-...and oh ya....haven kanna the spot yet so i wont do anything de...its hard for anyone to hit the spot....but once u hit....u gotta to play with it...i mean it......haha..oh ya i also read finish the "Low Kay Hwa - I Believe You" book liao...Damn nice sia....i still think the ah gong haven die...LOL...ok la...slp liao NITEZ!!!

• Monday, October 13, 2008, 11:31 PM

Today...whole day at home sia....-.-...waste my time lo...then after awhile say got go out after awhile say nvr go out...Zzz....end up leh...i whole day at home watch my shows....den dinner...end up last mintue again...go out...-.-...hand my dinnner with derek and xiao wei...after that go tm to buy sweets...wuhahaha....after that go open plaza slack lo..went in the children room and watch some disney channel...HAHA...eh...is nice de lo...haha...

Around 9 like that den we go liao....haha...take 28 den radar activated....haha....new and improved system with integrated smth....haha...ok la...as for now hor...going to slp liao la...haha...NITEZ!!!

• Sunday, October 12, 2008, 10:50 PM

Wa seh...i don wan to say today la...go to stadium with a happy mood thought that i can jog to my extreme la...end up leh...-.-...jog for 1.6km liao...stupid shoes spoilt...Zzz...haiz...den i have to stop while marcus and derek having fun...and also derek having fun vomiting...haha...den i have to sit one side alone...kao eh...nvm...haha...after that went to eat Kfc with them and douglas and xiao wei....they last shift ma...so on the way lo...haha....after that we walk back home...kao eh...damn full sia...-.-...still have to walk home...but then nvm la...exercise lo...haha....reach home liao...read one story book...very de nice lo...haha...hmmm...ok la...got to slp liao..haha...NITEZ!!

• Saturday, October 11, 2008, 10:41 PM

Hmmm....today is my little brother birthday...haha...so zy derek and marcus last minute come my house lo...den we eat mini "seoul garden" haha...eat daooo~ full...some more cheap...haha...next time can do again....hmmm...after that rest awhile den eat again...den rest again...after that marcus say sandy at downstairs lo...so we went down to talk awhile also...haha...but then is waste time also lo...haha...no point going down...-.-...

Around 10 like that den go home liao...hmmm...watch awhile tv den now use com lo...haha...haiz...i feel that nowadays some people are juz so childish...lol...also no point replying to tags that are nonsensical...haiz...juz that i don wan to say so much also..waste my time some more on people who are not worth it..haha..ok la..wan to slp le...NITEZ!!

It seems like when i nvr find problem, problem come find me...haha...so lame...

• , 1:02 AM

TODAY!!! Very interesting things happen...haha...don wan to say much on it la and also no point saying those things now...den some more i talk too loud on phone also...ps...but then i look like a idiot la...in public some more...wth...haha...but anyway as for today is over la...haha...went to botak john to eat the western food...LOL...$14...Zzz...EX sia...but then fis full de lo...haha...the fries is nice...the chesse potato also...after that went to adventure park there...play "crocodile"....haha....childhood game...LOL...around 11 plus we leave for home...haha...reach home bathe...saw my blog...LOL...lazy to say much also la..say wat u wan think wat u wan...i cant be bothered...NITEZ!!!

• Thursday, October 9, 2008, 11:27 PM

Haiz....Tired sia...-.-...haha...lazy to blog la...juz wan to say some things for today....Some people are juz hopeless and don know wat is good for them...when people want you to change for the better you don listen..when people care for you u think they are controlling you..-.-...There is a phrase that goes like this...i bet alot of people know it...but i still wan to say...."A Leopard Will Never Change Its Spots..."...and if u jolly well wan to carry on that way den go ahead..nobody will care den..-.-..Also pls mind your guy well...and don go staring at my sister like my sister owe him smth or wat...its damn bloody pissed off...-.-..i will control my beautiful languages here...hahax...And also now i don care wat u bitch around abt me la and i know u would...coz i don even care a single hoot abt it...-.-...ok la...wan to slp le..haha...NITEZ!!!

• , 1:37 PM

OMG....-.-...ytd don know wat time reach home la...going to morning like that...i only know i go home bathe liao den straight away go sleep....-.-..end up i nvr go the sentosa...Zzz...haiz....ytd i went to cycle with zy wp qy and marcus....we ride go esplanade...den slack awhile end up tio police check up....den later cycle go kallang...tot wan to eat KFC wan...end up close..wth la..i tot 24 hours...Zzz...den we go eat the MAC there....slack awhile...we cycle to ECP....den go to bedok jetty there again slack...haha....we at there see the flyer like sooo small la...den we compared the distance...LOL...is like siao de leh....Damn far...haha...den we cycle back to bedok slack again...hahax...

When i reach qy house wan to return bike that time...saw one guy lying in front of the lift there....don know issz fainted or drunk...Zzz...go nearer liao hor...KNN...the bauooo~ damn strong...is alcohol smell sia...-.-...end up marcus call police lo...den we wait one side and see lo...haha...come liao den end up also not so fun...-.-..only call him wake up...den suddenly got one guy keeping slapping the drunk guy hand...-.-...don know wat the hell la....-.-....den after that we walk home liao lo....haha...ok...blog tonight liao...:)

I read those messages and deleted some messages also keeping some...den while reading it...i come to realise that its all a lie...and i hate liars....and also...i come to know how it feels when i misplaced my trust on someone i love the most....

• Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 2:33 AM

Waaaaa....damn tired sia...haha...come back at 7pm after gym session...wth la...damn tired...haha...wen to eat mac...the wasabi fries...haha...not bad...can try...:) hmmm....den hor...after that me jason and marcus go take bus 28...LOL...we nvr saw ma...den jason at there say 28 come liao...haha...den end up i saw den run lo...den when jason reach hor...ZZZ...shout sia...LOL...den the whole bus soooooo~ many people...zzz...regretted chasing for this 28 also...kao....den we in bus hor...do the "hum hum" sound...LOL...damn loud sia...den people see...haha...so we muz stop ar bo...after tat if we alight liao...den jason gone case...HAHA...

Reach home liao...use com awhile liao hor...end up leh...marcus tell me say zy and weiping at our house downstairs...haha...so we go down lo...weiping buy new bike ma...haha...den we slack slack and talk talk awhile lo...den they go home...haha...reach home dota den cs...Wooo...den zy say he saw REBECCA....wa sianz....haiz..haha...hmmm....ok la...wan to slp liao le...NITEZ!!!

• Tuesday, October 7, 2008, 12:13 AM

Vivo City....Wuhahaha...so long nvr go liao...Went to Vivo coz wan to get for dick birthday de...haha...end up leh...go there eat the Bei Shan Chuan Resturant....steamboat lai de...LOL...the tase ok ok only la...haha...eat and joke lo...dirty clean also got...haha...hmmm...after that we went to arcade play lo...haha...they play the PARA PARA....HAHA...DAMN FUNNY SIA....LOL...den marcus dick and zy playing the tekken 6...ZZZ....end up leh....xw julius and ger have to go home liao...LOL...den they leave earlier lo...after that we take bus home liao....haha...

Hmmm...it seems like i have lost a friend....haha...NVM...NITEZ!!!

• Monday, October 6, 2008, 2:44 AM

Today...whole day at home...alone some more...haha...all go out...zzz...den i watch naruto...haiz...asuma die liao...saded...anyway...tot got go jogging de...end up marcus headache lo...den cancel lo...den meet marcus for dinner...after that go home den i slp lol...haha...awhile only la...hmm...den dota until now lo...haiz..thinking since u are so cruel...den why do i still cling on.......haiya....ok la...i wan to slp liao le...NITEZ!!

• Sunday, October 5, 2008, 1:37 AM

Today went to e-hub first to see slipper den end up bowling...den hor...when i nvr notice that time..they go buy lane..den suddenly see them liao...$15...-.-..KNN...Ex la...wth...later sakura den now waste $15...Zzz...play three game...wa kao...den bo bian la...pay liao...den realise that got some haven come yet but then wan to play de...so i call ignatius to buy one game from me...Wuhaha...help me save one game money...:)

Den after that went to "New Urban Male" see slipper end up no dick size...den we headed to tampines safra the sakura to celebrate dickson birthday lo...haha...28 per person...lol...i is damn hungry de la...knn...i go there chiong eat with jason...he eat wat i eat wat lo...LOL...den eat daoo~..lol...is full de lor..den we sit there talk talk den eat eat abit abit...den play play and sabo dickson lo...until he not feeling well...LOL...haha...sing birthday song loud loud...haha...den he nvr see us de...-.-...wth...den blow candle that time so gay...LOL...den sadny have to go early l...so marcus bring her to bus stop...haha...den the rest closing that time den leave lo...

We all go Zy house...haha..drink vodka lo...lol...den around 11.10 like that..julius and germaine need to go home liao...haha...den after awhile hy sh xw and doug go home also...haha...after that we thinking still wan to ton his house not coz scared no last bus lo...den end up got last bus...so we take 21 go home lo..:p

Haiz...juz now at sakura there also i told them smth also...:) yup...i break le...den the give the "I Don Believe You" that face...haha...haiz...why i don tell u all earlier is that i tot there might be a chance that we will be patching so i don wan to tell u all yet...End up leh...after so long...no answer no nth...den i realise that its time for me to break the news to you all liao...haiz...its like..i also don know wat to say la...waiting for your answer end up leh...don treat me seriously...ignore me...wat for...juz say out and i will know liao ma...very simple de...haiz...

On 10/09/08...
Very happy on that day....
Thought that i have found someone that loves me...
Someone that will understand me...
Someone that i could really trust to...
Someone who i can pour out everything to...
Someone that will truly care for me regardless of anything...
Someone who will be there when i am in need...
Someone who i thought that i could spend my days with...
In the end...

Its the same ending...


On 15/09/08...
I realised that everything u said was actually wat u think...
What u said did crosses through your mind...
I could see the whole picture was halfway through...
The picture to the truth...
I ask you question and u ignored until the second time i asked...
You replied to it...
Sometimes i juz hope that...
Those messages that you send...
Is true and not just to make me feel nice...
It was then i realised something is not right...
That night...

I was devastated


On 17/09/08...
We sat down...
I said everything..
You choose to remain silent...
Den after awhile...
Tally with me that what i said was true...
I was expecting that too...
Its obvious for me to see that coming...
And that was when i ask u to think seriously and tell me...
You said "ok i will tell you"...
And that was the day....

When we decided to go in seperate ways...


While u were outside enjoying and not thinking seriously abt us...
I am all alone thinking about the days we were together and the places that we went...
All this while...
I am still waiting for your answer to my question...
In the end...

You don even bother think and answer...


That was when i knew that you have already said it out clear...
That was when i knew i was nothing to you...
Not even a single shit...
And that was when i decided to tell them the truth...
Because you have already answered to it...
Only i was too slow to realised it...

Those things u said when i am married with my wife...
You keep insisting that the person will be me...
Now i suppose it wont be me anymore...

Once i send those messages during the late nights...
I knew that there was no turning back when i said those things...
But it seems you don even care a single hoot of it...
Its too obvious already...

Whether or not u will still remember me or not...
I will always remember you...
That smile of yours...
That left dimple of yours...
The likes and dislikes that i know abt you...
And the days we spend together...
Even though it meant nothing to you...
But to me...
It is something that is precious to me....

Priceless...

All i have to say right now...i have already said...Believe it or not...Suit you all...ok everybody..Have a great night ahead...NITEZ!!!

• Friday, October 3, 2008, 11:46 PM

Today...wake up early morning when i ytd slept at 5 am la...-.-...coz zy wan to go back sch ma...BTSS...so we went back to see teacher lo...lol...see alot of teacher lo..den talk talk lo...but then when we reach sch hor...den mr ng got meeting so we wait for him lo...den at canteen meet sandy and hui xiang lo...haha...hmmm...after that we talk talk with mr ng for awhile den hor he send us to bedok inter lo...we wait with sadny for her bus coz marcus and dick come to inter still got quite long lo...

After that..we go eat first cannot tahan la...me and zy breakfast haven eat so we eat first...haha...den after we eat finish den drink water lo...den juz nice they come...-.-...den we wait for marcus to eat finish den go library...haha...we at there slack slack lo...den after that head to tm to meet jason...den eat dinner liao...den end up go home dota lo...haha...i went home den eat luh...haha...

Hmmm...sometimes i wonder why do i live...for who and for wat...-.-...will i expected the expected for life...hmmm...whos knows...maybe i am right...haha...anyway added to the question list...HAHA...OH YA!!!...PLS WHEN ANY OF YOU ALL ASK ME THINGS AND WHEN I AM SAYING THE TRUTH...PLS BELIEVE...IF NOT DON EVEN BOTHER TO ASK ME...it pissed me off...but then i will not show...ok la...wan to slp liao...NITEZ!!

What For Care When It Doesn't Mean Anything To You At All...



• , 1:26 AM

Today damn sian sia....whole day at home lo...wth...Zzz...den hor...actually got go out de...coz marcus say sianz ma...den me zy and marcus conference lo...thinking where to go lo...den end up leh...marcus don wan go out liao...LOL...end up waste time lo...treat as talking on phone lo...haha...den i use com until now...LOL...but got rest for 2 hours like that lo...give my sis use...LOL...ok la...wan to slp liao...NITEZ!!!
2nd Oct...5 Years...Going To 6 Years...Dickson Birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!


As Time Passes By, I Still Thinks That Everything Is Predestined...

• Wednesday, October 1, 2008, 10:03 PM

Today actually i jogging day de...End up leh...morning wake up hor...when i wan to use the com hor...Germaine call...LOL...say wan go K-Box haha...den i call marcus lo..end up go for K-Box...haha...den me and marcus reach there late...meeting time was 2 ma...we 2.30 then reach...today is ex de lo..some more no free flow of drinks...Zzz..

Anyway sing until 6pm lo...den we go and eat...den buy dessert den da bao go one plcae slack lo...haha...talk talk joke joke like that...den after that me and mark walk back home lo..coz so near only...den also don wan to waste bus fare...haha...Hmmm...later i think i dying my hair liao lo...haha...ok la...got to go le...NITEZ!!!

In The End It Was Actually You And Not Me...

• , 12:51 AM

Today....wake up around 11 plus ba...den hor online awhile lo...den after that marcus msg me say ZY wan to train more then they go first...LOL...ZY.........LEH!!! haha...den i nvr reply luh...end up leh...-.-...phone ring...zy called...ask me bring extra pairs of shoes go gym coz he wear slipper...HAHA...end up also have to wait for me to go then he can train so hor...become he go there early but then nvr train dao...LOL...

Reach there around 1 plus ba...den me mark and jason tgt with his two frens start the session first lo...coz derek and julius will come late...den after that saw joseph den hi hi talk talk lo...LOL...den after awhile more then derek come liao...haha...den marcus also saw MEIQI then i saw REBECCA...HAHA...u all don know who de la...LOL...anyway...after when we were about to finish our sets...den julius came...ZZZ...so wrong la...-.-...end up see him like pay $1.50 to stand in gym...

After our gym, we go eat subway lo...den eat finish liao den we go home...coz later we go fetch my mei mei at airport...haha...sooooooooooo~ when we reach airport leh...all reach then the boyfriend can LATE some more..-.-...den hor...HAIZ...muz pretend nvr see germaine some more...Zzz...end up is we go airport for fun...lol...cannot hi or wat coz her parents with her...den she need to go home first before she can come out with us...LOL...den we take mrt to pasir ris lo...den she wont so tired also...haha...went to Kopitam eat...after that we walk to E-Hub...Zzz...walk halfway heavy rain...haha...den we bo bian have to run go E-Hub...den the dickson kay kiang walk lo...end up when we meet up with him...he look like juz bathe out...haha...drenched...

Headed for coffeebean straight...i don wan to say the coffeebean la...stupid sia...order Ice Caramel hor...end up drink liao...taste like only the coffee end up when they change for me hor...don know what happened sia.... like wan me to kanna diabetes put the whole cup like drinking juz the caramel like that...zzz...sweet daooo~....wth la...haiz...decided to go the K-box outside there slack lo...den after that zy go home scared no bus...den we also after that go home lo...coz germaine need to go home...LOL...when we reach bus stop hor...end up Zy was there also...haha....he left around 11.30 den we reach there around 12.10 like that...haha...end up take same bus lo...haha...had my day today also la...:) OH YA!! Haiz...KOR KOR today no present den phone call also last wan call me...some more is indian ask de...:( MEI MEI so bad...haha...hmmm...ok la...wan to slp liao...good nitez!!

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