Today managed to survive ....:) today i managed to struggle myself not to even msg her...hope she will feel less stress ba....:) anyway today actually is go steamboat with my poly frens de...end up leh...i know then know...-.- so cant go...LOL...coz already plan to go with marcus to buy ZY PRESENT!!! LOL....meet him buy liao present den go print he and his gf photos....Haiz....den after take 38 go 201 pasar malam...LOL...den hor in the bus don wan to say ar...zzz....got one uncle talk so loud like big business like that...say wat go which country which country la...den wat wat wat la....hmmm....den hor....go 201 walk awhile the pasar malam den walk home lo...LOL....and and and today get back Dfund result....37/50....:D not bad not bad...wuhahaha!!! ok thats wll la....:) tml they coming my house party...:) ok got to go le...NITEZ!!!!

Hmmm....today went to sch...nvr have i been moody for the whole day...nvr lo...its the first time man...and i feel damn terrible...haiz....anyway take back my result....maths 65/100....:D ssmaths 27.5/50 :(....quite bac luh...tml get back another two more paper i think...or maybe one...HAHA....don care la....and and and...my poly frens get a shirt for me too...:D tml will wear it...anyway it seems that chocolate cant even make me feel better liao...wth la...last time still works...now no...wth is wrong with me man...-.-....i make a big mistake today is i send a total of 3 msges and pester her...Zzz....regret that i promise not to contact her liao....so sry so sry...if u are still reading my blog...i promise i will not liao le....just hope that ocassionally you would either ring me which is the best XD...or sms me just to chat a little while and maybe it will brighten my day le...:) but then moving on....i still will be waiting...stubborn am i....i am stubborn....XD stupid english...anyway you don care le...but i just say it...:) NITEZ!!!

Today whole day at home la....totally no mood for anything la..wat the problem with me man....just go die la...-.-...pissed off with ben, mself and ME!!! play some games to de-stress....tml sch....how to go sch...-.-...already don like sch liao...den now with this kinda of situation....sch even worst...-.-...i pity tp now...LOL....i will vent my watever there....haiz....soon slping liao...I Just Miss Her That Much....NITEZ!!

Are you satified with the reply i gave to you....i gave according to wat you want....u said u wan this ending....i give you this ending even though its not wat i wanted....u should know wat i want...u ask me to move on...ok then i will moving on while waiting....don think i wont...i will...maybe u don care anymore....i don know...i really don know...u are happy now....and thats all i ever want for you to be now...if u are happy this way...then go ahead...for this time i really have nothing to say since u want it this way very much....but then if you might still be seeing this....i will still be waiting...just hoping one day you will be back...even if is just a day...be normal? i cant....i will be living along the fragments of you....and i choose this way...i will carry on waiting and this is my final decision....even though i might be waiting to no avail.......

Mention that i will not post for tonight...but it seems i juz need to post smth....swollen eyes i have....sleepless night later...I am suffering now...I hate santa now....for taking away my present....haiz....I don mind the way u are now....I jus cant find others...i am willing to go through everything piece and bits with you....if only u allow me....don know wat to say...this time feelings will be kept in myself....NITEZ!!!

Decided to post my 200th post so early....:) later will be going out with my brothers....:) will be going to 85 for dinner...it seems that....i have been thinking much lately ba.....maybe it time for me to just stop my nonsense liao....coz it stupid? damn stupid? XD don know wat to say...Just scared...HAHA...anyway just hope everything will be fine....:) not in the mood now...:) even though its still early now but still BYE AND NITEZ!!! XD

Today went out alone....Wanted to get smth....but then also wan to surprise her....so went out alone....go see wat to get....XD after that smth went wrong....:( and then i damn worried....super worried can~ after i eat finish with derek xw and doug coz they working so since i alone sui bian go find them for dinner...anyway after i eat...cant take it super worried for her luh....rush down to find her....at that point i was thinking will she be happy if she found out i get smth for her...XD meant to be a surprise ok~ LOL....so try my best to ask her come down...but then backfire....damn sad...:( but then when i was at bedok reservior...i found out that i am damn selfish can~ super selfish...and not understanding....damn pissed of with myself too....

Even though i still hope that she can come down la...but then nvr...so it seems i have to give her the gift other day le...:) so i went down to find my auntie after work coz i don like home....den hor...damn funny...LOL....her bike behind no stand...-.-...den i sit behind den my leg was like a frog la....!!! damn aching...LOL...den got one time buang...LOL...damn funny....den after that smoothly le coz i found some where to rest my leg...XD along the way many people was staring la...HAHA....damn ps...LOL...yup and juz reach home...recieved a msg that makes me happy even though was a super super short wan....:) Contented....ahhhhh~ ok la...time to go rest le...NITEZ!!!

Today Christmas Eve i at home ....nth to do...wake up damn late...2 plus...problems still lurking in my mind....the day before i slp.....talk to ah jo....she was like "I AM PISSED OFF" the msn talking...lol....clarify things with her....hope she understands.....anyway today seriously i am super bored...den my phone hor again attitude me...-.-...send message CANNOT straight away send wor!!! keep having error...don know issz the network problem or wat la...damn pissed off...zzz...eat the whole day also...XD hungry luh....now i also hungry but then nobody awake liao den lazy also so i think should be slping soon le ba...HAHA....best way...tml wake up den eat...hehe...

As for now Merry Christmas to all of you readers and also to my all friends and brothers...:) Hope u all got your presents and wishes come ture from Santa...Coz i got mine and its the best ....:) NITEZ!!!

Today went out with zy mark and dick....watch "Yes man" Damn funny...LOL....like the show...:) go in that time end up got people sit our sit we also don know...we walk one whole big round then found out is they sitting our seat...Zzz...den ya nice show luh...HAHA...after that we go to Kopitam eat lo...on the way saw xw and derek finish their break also lo...HAHA...hmmm...den hor...after eating we go Starbucks lo....dick and zy drink...den i feel like drink...end up suddenly don feel like drink liao...LOL...talk awhile den go home le...:) nth much happens today...:) need to rest le...nvr get a proper rest this two days...:) Juz hope ah jo understands lo..haiz...she activate my emo mode liao..hmmm...juz hope to fall aslp now...problems have been caused because of me...haiz....anyway juz hope tml everything will be fine and back to normal...NITEZ!!!

Today again can say ton la....i was summon to find jo wh and lester...LOL...new friend in tp liao...anyway solve the problem between jo and wh...happy for them...but still my problem was not mention and solved ytd..it seems that i still have to keep my feeling to myself..haiz..if only i can see her today...but then Neh Mind!!! When will i get able to see her again...haiz...anyway was also ton to stay in wh house coz of certain reasons also la...den i can say slp wake up slp wake up quite xin ku ar...but then hor the Mega Macgriddles not bad sia!! HAHA...den after that nvr eat liao until now.....have been toning this few days....not going to ton liao la...LOL...maybe? HAHA...ok la...later going out le...so that all for today ba...:) BYE!!!

Today went to sentosa....damn shag...haha....but then i still went there la...LOL...go there liao...really super tired...Regreted going also...:( really cannot take it....too tired liao....:( go there eat lo and play lo...hot dao~ lol...den i think i tio sun burn liao...Haiz...after that around 6 plus den go vivo with them to Carl Jr they eat i nvr eat...lol...no appetite...HAHA....den take bus home alone lo...now den reach home....:D i need to slp le la...NITEZ!!!

Today follow Jo and Melissa go church...OMG!!! CHURCH...!!! marcus ask me go i also nvr go la...lol...but then this time i go...LOL....Then hor suddenly i appeared in a warehouse..zzz...then i realised is not going church but then is a place where they book it...i think...HAHA....i tot was at church...haha...den i keep thinking Hallelujah....XD ok la...go there was not bad...forget the church name liao...LOL...nvm that...den go there they sing song la...expected...:D den after that ending that time the PASTOR touch their head and pray...OMG AND PEOPLE FALL...-.-...marcus got say before but then i forget liao...LOL...after praying they suddenly recover...LOL....stand up and cont to sing...Zzz...lke very weird and scary can...-.-...got goosebump lo...

Anyway leave there abt 6 plus lo....say bye to melissa brother who is quite handsome...HAHA....ok anyway we decided to go bedok reservoir park slack...den after slack long liao...suddenly jo wan call jason come down...LOL...den decided to ton also...and its really damn funny...we walk for like 1 hrs and we laugh the whole walk....then during the walk jo saw smth la...omg ...don have to say also know see wat le la...but then i juz hope she will see more...LOL....:x den all thw while jason have been shooting jo la...lol..me and melissa laugh dao~ haiyo~...lol....den finally ate smth after starving the whole day....den cont go sit and talk talk ...:) Den we play true or dare...LOL...ok la...actually i dare or dare....no truth at all la...haha...den hor....ah jo tio...so we dare her kiss jason...LOL...damn funny also...jaosn SHY LUH...SHE ALSO SHY-.-..LOL...but in the end force them kiss also den nvr play liao...HAHA....den sit there talk and slack until 5 plus lo...ah jo slp...LOL...NOISY LUH....hehe...den after that alot of good things happened...:)

Rach home at 8 plus...LOL....damn tired but leh i cant slp yet...lol....go out again...zzz sentosa some more...can die...damn shag now can~ haiz...ok luh....i need to go le la....NITEZ!!! CUM GONG!!! XD

OH YA....Lastly Happy Birthday!...Ng Zhi Yuan....haha....May all his resolutions come true....LOL...He still got wat to come true...don need to say la....HAHA....anyway I like today...:D

Wa....slp at 5am plus den need to wake up at 12 coz going out with Zy they all watch movie...zzz..They book online...zzz den i cannot use my coupon...-.-...so long liao one also nvr use at all...WTH LA!!! anyway hor...watch the Ip Man....DAMN NICE CAN~ its abt Bruce Lee Master....aiseh....damn nice lo they fight...Kao~ den hor stupid Jap as always during War take over some part of China...den sway sway take over their wan...zzz...then alot of things happen la...haiya...i wont put the whole story de...u all wan to know go watch...LOL....lazy type out...after that went to Kopitam eat...kao that side the kopitam cannot make it....the food there can die...-.-..Hmm...after that from Plaza Sing there we walk to Bugis and take Mrt home...Zzz...i was super tired can~ slp awhile den reach tampines liao...Zzz..juz reach home only lo...Hmmm...Sry to those who msg me and i nvr reply...coz my stupid phone got problem liao...sometimes cant recieve msgs...Zzz...damn sad....anyway had my day today la...HAHA...go rest liao...NITEZ!!!

Awww~ damn tired can~ ytd go BBQ with my btss frens and brothers den end up only reach home at around 5 plus la...~reach home bathe only SLP haha....super tired can...lol...ytd saw alot of people but then not really many...only my group tim group and cl that group but then not all come....anyway i eat alot alot....go there eat and eat until we go bowling...HAHA...but then i nvr play la....no money...T.T so sad....then they at there spin here and spin there...so sianz so i at there see them play lo...:( den ytd also drink there...Chivas and Vodka...LOL...den PK SIAO~ add all three den is thick dao~~~ but still not bad la...:D hmmm....ytd was a fun day except that i can bowl that is a diff case la....Had my fun ytd and TODAY sure fun de....coz MARCUS GF GOING...LOL....finally can see his Gf first time....HAHA...ok la....anyway hor melissa is quite a unique girl hor~ haha...but always so bad to me...=.=...sad..:( haha....ok la...i go prepare later they kp say late again....BYE!!!

Today went out with my aunt Jo and her two friends...LOL...eh....only for dinner den they go home liao le...i mean her friends la...HAHA....Awww~ anyway Melissa look diff from her pics...haha...so i could not recongised her...haha....she is quite cute looking ar...XD shhhh~ don say out...i will shy de...:p anyway follow jo to beach la...haha...she problem luh....HAHA.....she also become more bigger size liao...LOL....not i wan to say la...BUT SLIM DOWN LA....Zzz....LIKE ONE BIG BALL LIKE THAT...ZZZ...ok la....today read finish a book name "To Forget You"....OMG!!! DAMN NICE LA....lol...so sad that Zi Jie died when he is trying to speed his way to Superland to meet Superwoman....haiz...so sad la...den Superwoman tot he nvr come den take cab home then on the way got accident which she don know that is her Superman who is caught in that accident....HAIZ....so sad....but yet touching...nice story...:D haha...ok la...i go REST liao le...NITEZ!!!

Haha...ytd at dickson house ton lo...den hor we play game lo...play soccer lo...Seems like the GOHS nvr improved la...HAHA...den hor watch Jackass 2.5 abit funny lo...HAHA...but then watch until going to 6 den the streaming got problem den decided to slp liao lo...hmmm...den hor wake up at around 3 like that lo...stay awhile den go home liao lo...den go home rest awhile den go find julius for dinner...lol...

After that only me and julius go eat lo...KFC haha...so long no eat liao....lol...anyway hor...after that me and julius go the open plaza there sit sit and talk talk lo...LOL...damn werid lo...ONLY ME AND HIM SIA...LOL...den talk until they closing lo...den go meet them lo....follow mei mei go mac lo....den eat while den go home le...haiz...sianz la....holiday like that fly by...Zzz...i go play game liao la...NITEZ!!!

Today i go to sch den do finish my Dfund project...HAHA...at first got alot of problem la...but then got xw of course will ok de la...LOL...XD anyway finally solve the problem liao....HAHA...SWEE~ den go to dick hosue lo....tot the parents bringing us to eat de end up hor...we go eat ourselves la...den today some more i nvr eat anything den muz wait dao 8.30 den can eat...LOL....coz waiting for xw finish gym...HAHA...after that decided to go home abthe den go dick house ton lo...don feel like stay at home la...damn sianz wan...HAHA....whihc means now i at dickson house blogging...:D ok la...i go do my thing liao...:D NITEZ!!!

Today went to Giant with my sis...haha....bo bian la...nvr go out sibei sianz....so ask my sis out...:) went to giant walk walk and buy things lo....ALOT of things...haha...eh den after that she go with her fren den i go find derek they all at popular lo....talk talk awhile den julius and ger go liao...after that xw and derek go take 8 lo...den i alone go home...haha...sian la...today my eyecandy go popular ...i very long nvr see her liao le....:( haha...hope to see her soon la...XD ok la...tml i need to go sch for my project...haha...so thats all la... Haiya actually i wan to post some questions de...LOL...but then lazy to think la....HAHA...sooo~ NITEZ!!!

Today's SSmath don need to say le la hor...HAHA....Fly Away~...LOL...so means i don need to explain more liao la...HAHA....ok den today after exams tot wan to go dick house straight de but then he nvr answer my call sure is haven wake up wan...so bo bian go home first...hmmm....go home use com awhile den go dick house liao...LOL...but then i eat my breakfast liao den he wake up...-.-....ar bo i can eat his fried rice liao...haiz....but then go there awhile later also hungry so still get to eat it...HAHA....

Around 6 like that meet to go eat dinner....find derek and xw eat dinner den go Starbucks lim kopi...LOL....the Toffee Nut Damn NICE!!! haha....the cherry mocha also...!!! free you all should try i think only for christmas period nia....soooooooo~ go try it! :) okok...since now holiday liao...so means playing time no time liao...LOL...kk NITEZ!!

WA WA WA!!!! Today DAMN PEK CHEK LA!!!! WHY I SOOOOOOOOOOOO~ DUMB WAN...Zzz...damn stupid sia....super dumb stupid idotic me...Zzz....today CKT one stupid CARELESS MISTAKE....DAMN WASTED LA!!! 3.07V...i need to minus 0.7V end up leh...act smart don use calculator...den minus...i put 3V...ZZZ...WA!!! den Dfund also...should not toggle i itchy hand don know why go toggle it...Zzz...when my answer starting nvr toggle wan....WTH!!! den hor...MATHS HOR...ANOTHER ONE!!! Zzz....should not take out negative den don know why in the hell i go take out...Zzz....END UP WRONG!!!! KAO EHHHHHHHHHH~ WA LAOOOOOOOO EHHHHHHHHHHHH~ BUAY TAHAN ME LA!!!! haiyo...ok la...whine finish liao...haha...i go study my ssmaths liao...LOL...if i will study long...HAHA....BYE~ and NITEZ!!!

Today paper is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ easy........................................To JUST pass it.....LOL....siao liao la....den tml Dfund i also nvr touch tio....SIAO LIAO LO!!! haiz....now damn stress liao la....so i go play game liao...BYE~ and Good Night!!!

Today go to dicky house with xw coz wan him to teach me studies la....hmmm....actually go there like nvr learn anything also la...got dickson and jason distracting....LOL...as in they play game the sound la...HAHA....hmmm....den hor xw teach until 3 plus den stop liao coz he need to go home...actually tot wan to go gym de....but then don know why his body or hand suddenly feel pain...haha....den end up cancelled and go home le...i stay until 10 lo...haha...now i muz go chiong the online Beatmania liao....7 KEYS...Nb.....jason now play better liao...Arghhh!! MUZ GO PIA!!! haha....juz after dota also...damn song...:) ok la...need to get some rest for tml exams le....:D Wish me luck...!! NITEZ!!!

Helllllllllloooooooooooo! haha....damn sianz whole day at home ....haiz...den juz now take out book study...LOL...don know who to do a single shit of the questions...Zzz...die liao lo....need my teacher to teach...LOL....den hor do until fed up keep book take psp play...HAHA...den now use com...tml going celebrate douglas and zh bd...:D my day today is boring...haha...so now i think soon slping le...:D NITEZ!!!

YOYOYOYO! haha...today abit high la...coz holiday liao..but then still muz go through next week term test...T.T anyway i will try my best to score well wor...Limpei got study de wor....haha...got my Teacher teach me...how can i fail...LOL...HOR Xiao Wei....:D anyway today after sch den go ssmaths extra lec but don quite understand abit la...haha....den after that meet dickson lo...wait for him lo...den go home first rest awhile den again go out meet zy they all liao....go to airport....go the kopitam...WA KAO EH....don know wat to eat sia...-.-....waste time...den after that go T2 viewing mall slack lo..talk talk chit chat awhile den go home lo...haha....nth much really happen today...LOL...ok la Signing off~...NITEZ!!!

Hmm....i guess right today....go home only my ah ma cook my fav food....is like nonsense la....ytd almost the the last day for me sia..lol....don make me snap...i can do anything....i mean it...:) Anyway hor...today recieved another project...Zzz....damn sianz den exams next week le...T.T hmmm....this com still under repair ....not going to use com often liao....coz later problem alot....troublesome...haiya....i go slp liao le....:D NITEZ!!!!

Hmmm...Today went to dick house with Zy Mark Derek And XiaoWei....haha....they don knwo why wan to go to his house for don know wat la...haha...anyway i juz tag along lo...since i don wan to go home de...and i don like HOME....go there slack slack lo...haha....den around 7 plus i go home liao...haha...coz hungry and also need to do this computer again becoz of people who don know how to take care of it and only know how to push the blame and faults...Ya my family is this kind of people....they are those kinds who don admit wrong and den later when problems comes they start to blame each other instead of solving it....DUMB right...they are juz plainly DUMBS....too bad i say like this but i have to...LOL...like i said i hate people who threaten me...:) and don think i like last time don dare to do....now is different i dare....as long as once i am ready thats it....:) juz don think i don dare....i dare....this house sucks....this family sucks....i hate it....:) i don care if anyone sees it anot...coz soon the time will be ready....juz rmbr....i mean it...:) haha....enough is enough....i go slp liao...tired tired tired.....NITEZ!!!

Today i am SUPER IRRITATING TO RIC...Wuhahaha....But then damn fun haha...but hor he BECAUSE OF GIRLS attack me wor...zzz...so sad....:( den now my leg so pain...T.T anyway today after sch meet xw go slack awhile coz he go his Pst and den i skip my lecture...XD....we go STAIRCASE SLACK...LOL....wat can we do in STAIRCASE!!!! haha...we talk abt study la...HAHA....coz he teach me ma....my LAOSHI...LOL....ok la...this few days nvr touch dota liao...i go play liao...:D NITEZ!!!

HAHA...Yay~ i pass my Ssmath quiz...haha...but then hor is only quiz so not so impt the main thing is still next week examx...HAHA....hmmm....den hor finally the Psps project settle...Wuhahaha...so mean this week can concentrate on the rest liao...Woooo~ and hor this week muz meet xw liao...coz he my teacher...LOL...thks ar XW!!! haha....next week also...LOL....ok...den also....HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGLAS!!!! HAHA....18 liao....:D i doubt he will see this also....he is juz so busy to see also...HAHA....ok la...as for now i wan to go do my things liao lo~ haha....nitez!!!!!

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