HAHA!! HOLIDAY LE!! WUHAHAHAHA~ today's paper was easy..XD but then hor again got careless..:( damn sad..haiz..but then don care la..now holiday liao..play time liao..so nvm la..see GPA then say lo..HAHA~ guess tml will be repairing my com liao ba..hmmm..hope after tml my com wont give me any problem le..:) ok la..nth to say liao le..now at dick house..haha..Nights all!

Haiz..because of that one mistake that i made during today exam, that SQUARE ROOT 2!!! It cause me my distinction..and maybe my GPA..

Damn it! Sad and pissed off with myself for being so careless, stupid, useless and such a failure..even though its common..studies like that..love life also like that..what more can i say..but only to see more of these happening..be it my studies or my love life..I am already used to it because it will never change a bit...Not at all.........

Nights!

Haiz..don what happen to my com again..Zzz Always when i want to come home play that time, my com surely will give my family make spoilt one..buy how good also will spoilt la..-.- Anyway i wont repair it myself unless bringing to SimLim or bring to repair lo..

Hmm..today paper is easy..BUT!!! I TOO MANY CARELESS LE!! T.T damn sad luh..:( Then thought want to come home de-stress by maybe playing a game of Dota..but then this kind of thing happen..-.- sibei sian..Zzz..haiz..

Haiya no mood liao la..Nights!

Haiz..today paper still can la..but then still not up to standard yet..kao..can pass is can la..high marks? i doubt so..:( after exams stay bacl at school to study for my Dfund..haiz..i damn scared my Dfund cant make it..so dead liao lo..reach home bathe then eat then rest awhile liao then revise my Dfund le..i am super stress ar~ stress dao~ haiyo~ just hope tml paper wont be that hard..XD

Hmm..everyone of us were brought to live this world with a purpose..Its whether have you realised your purpose is in life..We are not brought to this world for nothing..We are the ones who is able to change the world and keep this world revolving..If we are brought to this world without a purpose then imagine a plain world with no buildings, everybody are strangers, everyone without job, simply nothing but only water and land everywhere..Well, Think again when you all say that you have no purpose in life..You are lucky that you are born to this world..Why? To change something significant not only to the people around you but, to the world..:)

I guess somethings cant really change..even if it changed, it will never be the same again..I will walk on..Till our paths will never cross again..

OKOK!! EMO MODE ENDED..Must go back to study le..T.T Rest early Readers and Nights!!

Haiya today hor..went to play bball but then only for like one game then go liao..-.- coz raining..Zzz then end up all went home after go eat dessert..haiz..for much for our bball game today..Zzz..then reach home dota awhile then i around 8 plus went to ric house study..but then also awhile only la..KAO EH!! i am so stress up for this exams..-.- going to have more white hair soon liao la..haiyo! ok la..Just hope tml paper wont be that diffcult..and WISH ME GOOD LUCK..:D need to go sleep liao le..Nights!

I AM SUPER STRESS THIS FEW DAYS THAT FOR TODAY, I AM ONLY GOING TO POST JUST THIS PIECE OF NONSENSE..OK, THKS, BYE AND Nights Readers! XD

Gym Again Today with my injured Neh Neh..T.T haven ok then go gym again and pump more on the neh neh..LOL..BURST LIAO LA..-.- but then hor the feeling of the aching is shiok leh..i like..LOL..but then i don like to have it..LOL..ok whatever then..after gym went to study again..bring derek to Tp then go eat lunch with doug and xw too before going to the library to study..:D after awhile dickson came to meet us then they talk while i studying..HAHA..managed to revise back my maths abit but then hor i don think with this abit i can pass la..LOL..tml think again need to chiong le..T.T

Went to meet Zy julius and ger around 6 plus ba..eat pasta mania..:D then tlak tlak awhile at the Mac then went home liao..so i reach home bathe liao then again take out maths sia..LOL..hardworking wor..:D then headache also..coz got some i don know how to do..Zzz damn sad..T.T but anyway manage to almost complete one paper ba..HAHA..tml then cont the rest la..HAHA ok la..i go sleep liao la..Nights!

Ouch~ My Neh Neh Pain..LOL..Unglam hor..XD Coz of the Gym la..Stupid..but then tml i still going again la..XD Anyway went to school to study today la..Dfund this time..must really finish my studies this week..Hmmm..Damn fast la..one week like that going to end liao..means my exams next week liao..OMG!!! Haiz..but get super super good..LOL..Hope so..XD

Went to ikea after school with marcus and Zy..go there see Zy table then we walk walk then take free drinks..LOL and hor just now got one guy come out of the emergency door sia..then the alarm sound..See issz stupid..-.- make the whole ikea so noisy..like that still nvm cannot see his stupidity until he take the second floor the lift which is unable to go to the first floor de..then he stuck inside..LOL..damn funny la..HAHA..we three sit there and see him in the lift like an IDIOT! LOL..after awhile we go home le..haha..

Hmmm..Remember this if you wan and Good Night Readers......

Went to study Ckt today with xw..then saw lucas they all then end up instead of two people studying, become 6 people studying..LOL..haiyo today the head is full dao~ and is pain dao~ haha..chiong all the way until 6 wor..i just hope the Ckt paper can pass lo..some more hor i still got Dfund which i don know a single shit, Ssmaths which i need to practice more and my maths which i don know whether i can handle a not..OMG la!! alot alot of things i still need to know sia..if not i sure gone case wan sia..Arghh!!! ok la..i need to go revise abit before i play my game liao..XD Oh Ya~ also must thks xw sia..he never totally recover still come school teach me wor..XD Aww~ Gan Dong le..I guess i have to snatch with Evon liao..XD HAHA! ok ok..thats all liao..no time to waste liao..Nights!

Arghh! Wake up early for Gym..LOL..if not i can sleep later de..haha..Went Gym with marcus and jason lo..as usual lo..Then Some more walk go..-.- ok ok..imagine early in the morning tired still need to walk to gym..ok la..walk to gym still nvm..BUT THEN THE WEATHER IS HOT SOMEMORE!! HOT DAO~..Hmm..after that went to my our house downstairs there eat the chicken rice..but then only marcus eat la..we both see him eat then go home liao..then reach home study abit lo..actually is xw teach me de..but then leh he sick..then bo bian lo..i revise my work then tml if he ok then i spam him..XD

Sianz la..less one blog to read liao lo..Hmmm..ok la..i go rest le ba..Nights!

Today went to Ah Jo Sis baby one month..damn boring also..XD some more hor she ask me go then i go de..end up shenever go..leave me there..-.- put aeroplane..Zzz Stupid..after that went home awhile before Went to meet derek for dinner..Hmm..then i go there damn hungry then he still cant go..wait until 8 then can..Zzz eat the $1.80 chicken add rice la..XD since so long never eat liao then also need to start my save money plan liao..LOL..

Went to giant walk walk too..damn long also never go there liao le..go there walk walk and play play then buy things then i go to derek hosue to take memory card for my Psp before going home lo..haha..tml studying le..T.T SURE DAMN SIANZ WAN!!! but then what to do leh..haiz..Exams coming le..if don study i sure game over de..Haiz..must chiong from tml onwards le..HAHA..ok la..i go watch my show le and Good Luck to Ger and Julius tml Exams ba..erm..ok la..maybe only Ger la..HAHA..Julius can just fail and go die la..XD LOL..Nights All~

Hmmm..quite happy today and also abit of sadness filled me today also..happy is coz i finally decided to get a Psp and i have already gotten it..LOL..it cost me $301 sia..but then the modification will be free for me too when its out..:D thats a good thing to hear though..HAHA..

Went out with Zy and Jason to get my Psp and to walk walk at town awhile..then after that meet Daniel, Bao, and xiong for dinner lo..coz they at town too then we three only so we went to meet them lo..shop around too before going to cinneleisure to have our dinner a long john..and Haha! We found out a way to eat the same menu like the last time long john..XD after that thought of going down to Pasir Ris to find Jo they all but then they don want so after alot of disscussion and roaming around, they choose to slack at daniel house in the end..and of course drink too..so bao and i went home lo..while the rest go to his house and slack..haha..today there are alot alot of rare "fishes" in the sea..XD ok la..today was quite funny too..this is how i end my valentine day..with them..HAHA!

Sad thing is well~ i single la..HAHA..so blablabla~ LOL..but then i wanted to celebrate it with that someone special..but then i was restricted..LOL..haiz..whatever la..ok la..want to go rest le la..:D Nights!!

Well~ todya after school go home..thought going to Gym de but then marcus they all go first so nevermind lo..went home awhile then go to marcus house for some activity le..XD actually is for tml de la..haha..Hmmm..boring la..thinking of whether to get a Psp or not..haha..coz hor if i get an Ipod, i cant play gmaes but Psp can play games, surf net, skype and hear songs also..but then Ipod only got BIG space, watch videos and only hear songs..so it seems that Psp more worth it leh..Hmmm..don know la..haiyo~

An hours time will be Valentine day..Wishing all an early happy Valentine day..those who have couples to last long and remains sweet as always..and those singles don fret..you will get to celebrate it someday..:) and lastly not to forget, Happy Valentine to you too..Nights Readers!

Bball the whole day..ok la..actually not the whole day la..i think around 11 like that ba until 4 plus i think..Hmm..skip the lecture at 12 and the tutorial at 3 lo..haiz..important lo..but then i skip..T.T anyway tml end early also la..after that go eat cake..XD

Its getting nearer and nearer to this day..even though i dont celebrate it..but still i always hope that to celebrate it though..And also thought i will get to celebrate it with someone too..but it just ended this way..this quick before i could even blink..haiz..Even though, i wanted to celebrate it with you so badly but then it just wont happen..What more else can i possibly expect any turning events in my life..Life is an art of reality without an eraser..a quote that i saw from the tvmobile just now..Well~ anyway i hope you would be able to celebrate this day with the him that you mentioned..at least it makes you happy..

Thats all i have to say right now and i seriously don feel good now also..rest well readers and Nights!

Haiz..don know why i feel so moody now..so sudden..anyway finish my presentation le..haha..damn relax ba..hmm..ah ya! finally finish my Ckt Project woooooo~ swee~ Wuhahaha~ tml hope the interview wont so hard luh..if not i die~

I was wondering everything just come by me and just go past me..things that need to stay, just go away and what does not, stays..thinking what is next for me..thinking of what more problems will i come across or waiting for me to be troubled for..wondering when will i get to see that sunlight shining upon me..not for awhile but for the rest of my life..when will i get to see a rainbow after a heavy rain..a rainbow that can let me realise what is vibrant and colourful..Still, the meaning of what is happiness still remains undefined in me..Well~ thats all i have to say now..Nights!

Yo All~ today damn stressed up with my Ckt Project and Dfund..coz i really don know what went wrong and don even understand a single poece of shit..Zzz..damn hard like shit..arghh! after school went dinner with derek and zy lo..then go to supermarket to get some groceries before going home lo..haha..oh ya also saw carolyn working in the Cs Food Junction as the Pepper Lunch Express de wor..some more she say she work from last year wor but then why never see dao her de..LOL..some more she everyday got read my blog leh~ Woo~ Popular in demand..LOL..haha..

Haiz..there is always a moment in my everyday that i will think of you..but then when the thoughts of you liking other people..my heart become heavy again..haiz..arghh! Why!!!..haiz..sleep liao la!!! Argh~~ Nights!

Well~ went to gym today..Make a comeback to the gym again..LOL..hmm..today get back my ssmaths result is like shit then maths still okok lo..then comprog just play computer nia coz i do finish my thing liao..LOL..so is a free period..:D then after school went to gym with marcus and jason lo..until around 8 plus then go to eat with dickson lo..then come home liao le..nothing seem to be happening in my life lately ar..but then its good..peaceful rather than stressful..

Haiz..Valentine again..alone~ T.T but then nvm la..used to it le..ok la..Nights!

Stupid! Never go my blog update only then tio spam wor..-.- pui pui pui! anyway com can say just fix la..but then is will spoilt again want la..so have to chiong evrything before my com spoilt lo..T.T anyway today went out eat dinner after jason leong and zy come my house to fix my com lo..anyway thanks jason..LOL..eat Kfc with derek also..then after that lazy to wait then go home liao..and now blogging lo..haiz..soon again cannot blog liao..XD need to sleep soon le la..Nights!

YO! haiz..my stupid com giving me problems luh..damn pissed off..arghh! So means hor..for the time being, i will only blog if i am able to..like now using my sis PSP..XD haha..ok la..so thats all i have to say to my readers..XD Nights!

Stupid Day~ ask me to wear long pants for presentation then end up leh..-.- no presentation some more come one head of psychology i think..pity that group kanna..Pang Pang Pang! then also hope next week she don come if not our group sure tio nuclear..haiz~ then ar..hope tml the comprog i can pass the interview ar..ar bo i sure let you die wan..-.- let you copy ask you don copy same..u no brain shit head..change the variables nia..-.- end up interview everything don know then end up hai dao me..tml you better hope that teacher don think that i copy your work..if not~ !@#$%^& ar~ LOL..

Some things are really just that simple! Is what you starting to think makes it to become complicated! Hmm..sianz la..exams nearer and nearer liao..must chiong liao..haiz..tiring la..argh! I go sleep liao la..Nights!

Ah siao liao lo..again do cum gong thing sleep late again..T.T tml sure die some more tml got test..Zzz..LOL..today maths test still can..but then for dfund hor..LOL..again become "open book" liao..XD quiet at the start then after that all start to copy liao..teacher also don care..LOL..so when he mark one pass means all pass liao..LOL..ok then meet dick derek sze ying jaosn zy ger and julius for their dinner..then went to coffeebean to have a talk lo..then go home liao..and thats why i sleep late la~

Hmm..i guess i have lost a friend ba..i still thought for a moment that i will have a very good friend in future..you know a one that i can share things to..but then don know why things turn out this way la..maybe due to misunderstandings ba..lazy liao..well~ ok la..sad that i lost a friend..hmm..but what to do..like what i told Jo that day..meaningless and no point now..i tried to maintain this friendship? ok ok..or maybe to improve it? but then..don know why like that..lol..maybe not obvious or misunderstood ba..haiya well~ since like that i also cant say anything liao..haha..ok la..i go sleep liao..Nights..

Yo Yo~ haiz..fail my ssmaths test liao..sian lo..dead..tml got e-maths test and dfund..T.T game over liao lo..then study week also coming liao lo..its not a good idea to have a study week lo..coz hor its the same as holiday..-.- so no point..Anyway marcus pass it tp seh..SONG~ why song leh..don need to say la~ XD he pass equal we song also..LOL..brothers ma~ LOL..one of the reasons nia..others don need to say liao..hehe..after school went to inter to top card then go home..had a talk with ah jo the oil tank at my house downstairs using my handphone..LOL..then went up house after hanging..damn tiring should be studying for my maths liao..haha..take care everyone..

Go reflect about it.."Life is reality without an eraser"..another meaning is what is done cannot be undone..another meaning is you cant erase the past, but only to continue writing the future..which means you cannot walk back but only to walk forward..Go reflect on your own..:) Nights!

Ah ha! back to blogging again..even though it only a few hours later la..XD in the end never went to interchange to top up my card..haha..lazy la..tml then go top up, shun bian go deposit money..haha..which mean the "NG" bank is back for no interest loan..-.- haha..tml the ssmaths test i also don know how to pass when this time i don even know a single shit of it liao lo..Si liao lo..Siao liao lo..haiz nevermind la..walk one step count one step lo..:( ok la..still tired leh..should be not enough sleep la..i go sleep liao..NITEZ!!!

Hmm..Just woke up after toning at dickson house..haha..lose money too..T.T play the "in between" game..tim cleared the last one..LOL..lucky him~ but then much more nicer than "blackjack"..XD then now damn hungry lo..LOL..later i think i have to go out and top card and deposit money i think..provided i later don feel lazy la..XD

I was wondering why regret now..why say such things now when it have already become like this..you said you are tired..ok~ suah nvm..you have doubt in everything i said..ok..nvm also..then you said friends better..ok~ i don mind..and now? Friends? Nah..Why? I don know..Really freaking don know what the hell is going on here..

You were the one who wanted us to be friends, i said ok lo..then friends also cant be..lol..this is just like so atrocious..ok..i did send messages..but to explain myself cause you always have the wrong side of me..you can just tell me.."dont waste your messages..no matter how you msg me i will not reply cause you are kinda irritating and i wont even bother to open your msg"..ah ha! this would be better than mind games..

Rather say the truth than doing all those things ba..it wont stop me..only make things worst..and since now you wont even treat me as a friend..then whatever la..suit yourself la..since you not happy with me also..than ok..you said not to contact you..ok..i wont contact you anymore..sooner or later things will also turn this way de..i already predicted all this will happened because its another repeat of my life..another verse..this is what you want..you got it..

ok la..later night than i blog la..BYE~

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