T.T Haiyo~ If i know i carry on working cause i realised that i count wrongly..Suppose to quit job two weeks before school reopens but then i quit the job three weeks before..T.T KAO EH!!! ARGH!!! Ok finished..Went to Gym today and then i feel super weak..T.T don know issz very long never go Gym or that i become weaker..:( Gym till ladies hour then we go home le..haha..never went out today cause all not free so we stay at home dota lo..haha..AND HOR NOTHING HAPPEN REGARDING ABOUT THE LAST POST..I WAS ONLY JUST WONDERING..NOTHING HAPPENED AT ALL..-.- YOU ALL THINK MY LIFE VERY INTERESTING AR..SO MANY THING HAPPEN, LIKE THAT I BU SHI VERY BUSY..LOL..ok la..thats all i guess..XD body aching and need to get some rest le..Nights All~

Went to Leisure Park today with zy, doug, dickson, marcus, derek and zihao..we went there just because we want to go the kallang the Kfc for the free refill drinks..THEN END UP LEH!!! there the Kfc don why go renovate then end up renovate away the free refill thing..Zzz stupid la..like that how to earn money..LOL..but anyway we still eat..haha..after eat liao then we walk to East Coast Park..haha..so talk some interesting stuffs there before we head to a void deck which is near the bus stop that we will be taking bus back..then hor we talk even more interesting stuffs..LOL..about what i wont want to say it out here la..LOL..Hmm then head home for a dota session which it ends now la..LOL..yaaa~ thats why i blog so late..XD

Anyway i was wondering..why create a blog to say out whatever that is kept inside the heart and then when people gets to see it, they will feel pissed off and then get a little angry..or maybe very angry and then somehow will reply to it..Zzz and when you get to know it, you will feel pissed of too..Zzz Issn't it when you blog out about what is kept in your heart, you will feel better and want people to know how you feels but then, its not for them to give opinions and comments for it..Zzz but then its seems to be the other way round..-.- which makes the owner of the blog more angry and stress than feeling better..-.- thats why, does creating a blog that blogs about how you feels and says things that are kept in your heart makes you feel better or will it give more troubles and discrimination from people...Anyway Nights Readers!

Waaa..today whole day at home wor~ play dota whole day sia..Zzz WANT TO GO OUT DE!!!! BUT THEN ALL NOT FREE..T.T but nvm..tml going out..:D Hmm..thinking what to do for my free time until school reopens..lol..its like i don know what to do la..LOL..sure everyday at home de..sian la..if i know i don stop work first..Zzz But also good la..better than busy..:D Anyway i think i am going to be damn boring liao..Zzz ok la..i need to go play games le..XD Nights!

Well today is my last day at work and i cant bear to leave there even though there might be people wanting me to leave la..LOL..Hmm..i will go back there when i am free ba..either as a customer or a part timer there ba..XD Hmm..but then also good la..like that hor means i am damn free and i am going to go out!! LOL..everyday work until damn sian so need to go out for this two weeks before school starts liao le..:D Anyway after that we went home then i go to dick house to meet xw and derek as well as dickson for dinner then went to talk some important things ba..around 10.30 like that then went home lo..haha..and i am soooooooo going to dota now..LOL..since i am so free that i am not working now..XD ok la..thats all for my 300th post le..still thought wanted to do V-blogging for my 300th post de..arghh! no time la..tsk..ok la..Anyway i learn something today..Only when you are allow and able to commit yourself into a relationship then you can start one, if not either one of the party or both will get hurt..thats all for you all from me la..:D Nights!

Wooooooooo~ tml last day and i am going MIA from Astons until holiday ba..depends on whether will i find a better job a not..XD Hmm..going to go GYM from next week onwards..Damn long never go liao..LOL..need to build back..:D then also get pay liao need to pay zy money and parents also..T.T don know will got leftover not..Tsk! Haiya i go sleep le la..Hope i wont have memories flashing back again like what happened yesterday when i was lying on my bed for hours before falling asleep..Haiz..Nights~

Hmmm..Today was half day..and then also the third last day also ba..LOL..Anyway i don think i am quitting ba..Should be Mia ba..then holiday then make a comeback..LOL..then also see when free then go back work lo..Haha..don want to leave there ba..got friends there liao some more the schedule so flexible..LOL..Want work then work lo, Don want then suah lo..Hmm..Anyway like that also goof la..can secure got one job when holiday..XD Hmm..ok la..nothing to say liao la..so sian de..Nights all!

Waaaaa laooo eh..today is all the way busy until we off work still busy sia..-.- don know why so loate liao still soooo many people eat..-.- by right is no people de..end up leh..10.30 like that suddenly become like opening..sooo many people come..Zzz we is mang dao~ haiyo~ Buay tahan ar..Zzz Anyway we got an hour break today due to the manager's lousy planning of schedule so we went to play lan with the friends there..LOL..Kitchen Vs Dining..LOL..and then...Kitchen RULEZ!! ROAR!! Hmm..very very tired today and tml half day again..:D Then due to the manager's lousy planning of schedule, me and jason Skip dinner..-.- Cause our dinner is at 11pm..-.- which is after work..WTH LA..HOW TO EAT YOU TELL ME LA!!! ALSO NO MOOD..ZZZ And hor i very angry todya with the uncle there..DON KNOW IS HE STUPID OR OLD..REALLY CANNOT TAHAN HIM..ZZZ by right i should not get angry de casue he is old..BUT LEH!! PUI ARGHH!! Don want to say liao..-.- Say already more angry..-.- Anyway my lower part of the body ache sia..LOL..should be is because of the fall ba..LOL..haiya..i think thats all la..want to sleep liao le lo..Nights!

*Ting *Tong *Tong *OI *BONG...ok......The "*Ting *Tong" is referring to me knocking another metal thing with a metal thing..The "OI" is referring to my new manager's voice when he happened to see me..AND THE "*BONG" is referring to me falling after the "*Ting *Tong" and the "*OI" ...i also don know how the hell i cant fall on my butt when i am actually knocking something and me standing still and not walking..-.- then BONG on the butt and heng i fall properly if not i will be injured badly..and also many people come to see me fall..-.- Zzz..Even though i don feel anything now but then i scared wait tml will ache lo..if ache then sian liao..Zzz by right is 12 end work de..but then no mood liao so leave at 11..LOL..

Today time flies and then also mark the fith last day of my work..haha..will be counting down to my freedom..:D ok la..thats all i guess..need to work on my "Remove My Dark Circle" plan liao..:) Nights All~

Well well well..Lets see what have i done today..Ehhh..stay at home play game, derek come to my house at around 5 plus, leave house for dinner at $1.80 chicken rice then went to Giant, Ikea and Courts to walk walk..:D Say until Giant, just now go there hor..don want to say ar..Zzz..our trolley don know whether issz normal trolley or static trolley..-.- starting derek touch then he say got static then i don believe, i go try.....NOTHING WHAT~ ok nvm..after awhile i suddenly go touch the trolley..Pssst~ Tio Dian..-.- then after that still don believe..go touch again..end up Dian again..-.- what a trolley we have..Zzz then we head to Ikea awhile then we go to Courts and then back to home le..HAHA..ok la ok la..thats all i think..haha..think i will be doing one V-blogging soon and then see how it goes ba..:D thats all..Nights Readers!

Yo all..today work was abit not fun..lol..cause me and Jason was not in the same station..haha so no game..LOL..anyway today Jason make spoil the freezer door..and then i make break a plate..Zzz..but then we end work at around 4.30 and then became the water boys for Astons and then went to meet Zy they all for dinner then went to the newly open starbucks lo..as in renovated de..:D then slack until around going to 10 like that then zy left with his friend cause he happen to saw them and then we also went home liao..

Finally again off day liao..haha..tml go out wooo~ lol..ok la..i go play gmae le..:D Nights!

Today at work was quite fun because of me and Jason, turning our working stuffs into a Dota game and then, time go very fast and also we done our things faster..LOL..Cause we so called have the teamwork there..Haha..ok la enough of nonsense..XD next week is our last week at Astons ba..and we still haven break the news to our superviser yet..don know whether they will kan us not..Zzz..and also tml working half day..XD hope it wont be a stressful day and then maybe going out too..:)

Hmm..i was wondering why are human brains are such a wonder..whenever a thought run through own's mind and when it is suspicious or disturbing to ownself, the brains make us think more deeper into it and then assumptions are made from the thoughts that your mind generate..Whether it is true or not true, real or unreal, you tend to suspect things accordings to the assumptions that was made and thus, all those unneccessary troubles or misunderstandings which is common to our daily's life occurs..

Don't you think that your brain is really a wonder even though my topic fpr today is not about the brain and is about a certain psychology human behaviour..lol..anyway all these assumptions or thinking that was made also makes things diffcult than ever..For example, we learn that 1+1=2 and thats it 1+1 is equal to 2 BUT NO!!! There is someone who is a deep processing thinking person, a hard thinker, thinks hard enough to prove that 1+1 is not equal to 2 which by right, things are made simpler that 1+1=2, he makes things harder by proving that 1+1 is not equal to 2 and is equal to 1.9 something....

Well you see how thinkings can change life and either make things easy or diffcult..It affects decisions that was made..Its how you think that makes your life the way you think..What i am trying to say here is, when things are made to be simple, leave it the way it is and not let your assumptions and thinking affects you..because if it does, everything will change according to your assumptions and thinkings becasue you believe in your theories and tour own truths and not the real fact...think about it..What problems have your thinkings and assumptions that you believe in leads to? haha..is for me to knwo and for you to find out..:D ok thats all Nights readers..:D

Back to blogging~ Hmm..actually i want to try V-blogging de..but then hor watch my show until i forget to do..LOL..sianz la..nvm la..other day then i try..LOL..sure very funny one..HAHA..ok anyway today work half day then thought got go out de..but then no peopel go then end up went home lo..tml again full day..-.- DAMN SIAN~~~~~~ but then i must endure for another one more week ba..haha..ok la..thats all for today la..Nights!

Don know why, my fingers are hurt so badly tha when i clench my fists i feel pain..-.- i think is the bloody tongs that i use ba..Zzz anyway hor Me and Jason should be quitting Astons at the 1st of April ba...which is also Jason's birthday..HAHA he said he want to quit..LOL..Hmmm..and hor saw Guanyi and i think her Bf at Astons ba..haha..ok la..i think i also got nothing to blog about also la..Suddenly i don feel that good in me..i feel lost..maybe read douglas blog, especially the last sentence..Its the best line to describe me..and maybe not that good enough..whatever la..Nights Readers!

Finally back to home sweet home and now i still smell like the chargrill chicken there..-.- cause today i learn new thing ba..be a boiler who is cooking those chicken there de..LOL today cook alot of chicken and then hor stll learning to cook beef which i think will be learning tml ba..but ok la..quite tiring also but then beeter then being a fryer who is frying alomost everyt fried things at astons and also grill fish and Spaghetti..:D Hope tml i will doing boiler again..but then hor today my hadn become medium rare..-.- now cant see le..even though the joints on my finger are red la..but then not as obvious when cooking the chicken..haiz..is pain de lo~ haiz..my schedule seems to be slacker and slacker sia..even though is good la..but then i need to chiong more for money..:( no as if i am in need of moeny right now, is that those money that i earn i can uswe it to buy my own things without even spending my parents money..:D help them save money..HAHA

Hmm..missing somebody who might even don bother..:( ok la thats all then..i am tired liao..haha..Nights all~

Manage to get my Razer mouse and my memory card..HAHA..Get a Salmosa Razer mouse which comes with a mouse pad for $59 XD..cheap cheap..LOL..and then get my memory card at $46 LOL..the cheapest i can find..haha..anyway not only i get the Razer products, Dickson and Jason also get one each..HAHA! but then all borrow money from Zhiyuan..haha..then also since we buy $100 and above, we are entitled to a coupon which can let us win $20,000 LOL..that will be the first prize la..HAHA..If we win hor..Damn SONG sia! LOL anyway after that we meet Julius and Ger for dinner and then later meet Marcus and Sihui for awhile before they go seperate ways..

We decide for dinner for a very long time and then finally we come across a place that got buffet..LOL..so we went in and then we regretted cause the food there Sucks and then the place is run by china people..-.- cause hor the people working there is all from chinas and then also mostly the people eating there are all china..-.- so hor i think only we are the ones that are singaporean i think..LOL..Anyway that will be the place where we will never go for buffet anymore.-.- Marked!

Anyway after that we went to Mac to have our ice-cream and then go home liao..LOL..anyway damn sian la..tml got work haiz..ok la..i need to get some sleep liao la..Nights!

Haiz..thought today want to go watch Dragonball Evolution the movie de..but then end up leh..alot of people and some more got bad comments over the shows so we never watch lo..haiyo..two times in Vivo wanting to watch a movie but both times never get to watch a movie..-.- Neh Mind! i think there is a movie going to be released soon and i think we will be watching that show ba..haha..anyway today at vivo WALK WALK and then settle our dinner at Kfc..haha..that thought want to go Vivo de but then Zy need to leave by 7.30 so end we never go and all go home lo..First time leave Vivo so early..haha..and hor..the bus 30 is OMG! -.- cannot tahan the air there..don know what happen, the whole bus smells like !@#$%^&..-.-..go in only can die ar..Zzz..but then still maange to tong until Bedok interchange..LOL..

Hmmm..Tml is the last day of the It fair liao lo..haha..hope tml the prices of the things there will decrease ba..Cause tml i will be going down to the It Fair to get something..XD ok la..thats all for today le la..Nights!

Today for me is not a very good day at work..-.- don want to explain anymore further la..anyway after work went to the It Fair at Suntec..haha..meet zy at the suntec there..then we go check check awhile see got sell what..LOL..the memory card $46, razor like no price and then the rest i no money get..LOL..anywya after that we rush to dinner cause we very hungry liao..haha..went to have the Korean Cusine to satisfy our hunger before going to a cozy place to sit down and talk talk awhile before going home..haha..Hmm..ok la..need to go play some games since tml off..WUHAHAHA~ ok la..thats all la..Nights!

Ahh..Today wasn't so bad after all..HAHA..know more friends, time jump faster but then alot of people too..haiz..don know why sooo many people want to eat Astons..Zzz Nice meh~ -.-..only taste better than the rest of the western food in Singapore only maa..haiyo~ XD Hmm..adn i lose to that Fat Dog..-.- morning call him and ask his GPA..3.49 lo..shit him lo..don know don knwo end up that GPA lo..-.-Hope he fail the upcoming Sem..LOL..ok la..tml half day..Wuhahaha~ should be going to It Fair tml ba..haha..ok la..go to sleep liao..Nights! :D

Haiyo~ let me tell you all a secret ok? don tell anyone for the time being first..From today onwards, I will be hating Astons until i become one of the customers..-.-..I seriously want to QUIT or maybe a transfer la..Zzz..Damn tiring..haiyo~ And today got to know more friends..let me say one of them ba..eh..Grace..LOL..Haiya don say working liao la..damn tiring correct liao..

Anyway, today result wor..and hor..i first thing chiong home for the results wor..HAHA..And this is the results..haiz..deproved and not to my expectations..MY @#$%& CARELESS LA..SURE ONE! @#$%^..ok la..getting really really tired after accumlating so much fatigue..need to get plenty and plenty of rest before i really can die..LOL..ok la..Nights All!

Wow~ i manage to survive today..:D starting i thought there wasn't much people comared to yesterday..i some more go tell Jason that why today no people..END UP LEH~ like the customers know what we talking about like that..chiong orders again..T.T and i think i am going to complain in my blog until the very day that i quit Astons..-.- Seriously..Zzz Thinking of end work damn song..but then thinking that the next day agin whole day..-.-..Dead..haiz..but for the sake of the things that i need to get..I must REN!!!

Anyway..Today manage to know more friends..LOL..let me just mention two..Ahhh~ Lynn and Jasmine..LOL..anyway hor..-.- around 10.30 like that thought want to do closing liao..END UP HOR..DON KNOW WHO IN THE HELL WILL EAT FISH SO LATE..-.-..THREE SOME MORE THEN ALL DIFFERENT STILL!! Worst still, i am in charge of fish..=.= so screw this person ordering three fishes so late in the night..Pui!

Today was extremely tiring and busy too..don even have the time to go out and see derek and his gf when they arrive..totally is busy daooo~ haiya enough of crapping cause i need to get some sleep already...Nights All!

Today at Astons :

Wash Floor
Deep Fry Fries
Deep Fry Onion Rings
Deep Fry Chicken
Deep Fry Fish
Grill Fish
Cook Chicken, Beef, Seafood and Salmon Spaghetti
Eat and Cook Spaghetti for Lunch for Me and Jason
Drink Free Drinks
And one more thing......
See more and more orders spamming like Astons having some free meals...=.=

Here the crowd is like the peak period of the Tampines outlet..Zzz and maybe more than Tampines de la..Buay tahan ar..lol..but then one thing is good is that we can plan our own schedule..HAHA! so total hours we plan for this week is 64 hours..-.- abit regret after seeing today's crowd..but then no choice la..for the sake of $$$ la..HAHA..anywya made a few friends today..haha...they might be hostile but are they? ah ha~ i don know yet cause only know them for one day nia..cannot see their pattern yet..HAHA..maybe logner abit then know liao..LOL..haiz..today already like that i think sat i will definitely die sia..like one leg stepping in the Hell's Gate liao..-.-

Anyway i think i need to sleep soon liao la..very tired le..tml until thursday need to work full shift sia..which is 11.30am until 11pm sia..haha..same for Jason too..cause anyway we had the same schedule..HAHA..ok la..must revitalise myself for tml's torture le la..T.T Nights!

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Anyway today happened..will tell you all when i get to see you all..and i will remember 7th of jan and 7th of march..

Since now you all made me hate, rest assure that i will make you all hate..hate the way that i am going to treat you all..Don think i don dare, like i said before, you all cant afford to see..i will definitely assure that..:) Well, thats all ba..:) Nights all!

Haiz..today is my last day at the tampines branch le..haiz..i will miss them de sia..:( Ah Soon la..Auntie la..Paul la..Thomas la..Rod la..but then he like don want me back like that..LOL..anyway also Xin Yi..haha..but ya..damn sad..just hope that i will be able to go back to the tampines branch when school starts ba..eh..which means around april like that lo..haiz damn sad..T.T

Continue on next post..Due to the limited words that the PSP allow..Pui!

Waa~ fatigued..:( but for the sake of money, must pia~ haiz doing sai kang this few days~ PUI! ok anyway confirm transfer to katong outlet liao..BECAUSE OF SOMEBODY LA! DON NEED TO SAY WHO LA! LOL..

Haiz..Just miss that somebody so badly..NVM ME! XD Just being random..ok la..tired le..Nights all!

Aww~ sooo freaking tired today..first day in work was quite fun ba..they are friendly and funny too..:) listen to techno also wor..LOL..damn nice..:) then also thks Ger and Julius for coming down..also drinks from mei..:) sooo goood~ ok la..need to sleep le..Nights!

I once worsen people's friendship, give troubles, irritate to a great extent..
But since now, some things might have improved abit, i will try to maintain it and not let history repeat..even if this is not the outcome that i truly desire......

Waaaa~ Tired! LOL..went to gym today with jason, ric, lucas, glenn and mac..LOL..usually our gym session was like one hour like that but then this time is going to 3 hrs sia..-.- ric fault..LOL..and today training quite fun ar..try alot of never try before de..LOL..after our gym, we went to astons coz by right, jason is want to interview de, end up leh become i also go interview..-.- then worst still, tml start work liao..LOL..when i actually put next monday then i can go work..-.- so no rest liao lo..Zzz talk so much hor finally get to eat and then went home liao..lol..i go home bathe rest and then play psp awhile then sleep liao..LOL..too tired...anyway tml satrt work 3pm at astons there which is the same branch as marcus..haha..sooo~ good luck la..haha...Nights!

Today went out with marcus, sihui, zy, jason and dickson to catch a movie..."Marley And Me" damn touching and nice show...awww~ especially the dog and the female lead..XD anyway after that we go to Japanese Gourmet Town for our dinner again..XD this time i had the butter corn ramen which taste abit too salty and i don recommend it..LOL..then after that we went to Ben and Jerry's for some ice-cream..haha..the pics with zy la..forget to ask him to send me..haiz..will upload when i got the pics..:D Hmmm...but then the ice-cream was nice..:) haha..after that went to arcade and see them playing tekken and drumming also see zy play two free games..LOL..after that we spilt with marcus and his Gf and then after awhile of talking, we went home le..HAHA..

Hmm..seriously i need a job and i will hunt one soon..i need money..arghh!!! ok la..i go rest le..Nights!

Haiz..today at home whole day..then whole day computer..-.-..damn boring can~..bored dao~ siao that kind lo..arghh! tml should be going out ba...then hor one more thing, i suspecting my graphics card like got problem liao..LOL..Hmmm~ haiya nth to blog about for today la since its soooo boring..-.-..Nights All~

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