YOYOYO!!! VERY HAPPY TODAY..:D Because i don feel sad today..-.- ok anyway i found truth in false..:D Anyway today went school for Jap..-.- The test hor super hard..Zzz even though is multiple choice but then the questions all is shit de..-.- Give me all japanese line..-.- and ask me choose A to C..THEN I ALSO DON KNOW MEAN WHAT..HOW TO CHOOSE LA...YOU TELL ME LAA..-.- Hmmm..Then after that go eat then go lab then skip lectures..XD

Anyway saying about choose...LOL..People born to this world are required to CHOOSE..They need to choose everything to become what are they now..Be glad that we are allowed to choose while there are some who are able to CHOOSE..Well~ In life, you must CHOOSE..In friendship, you need to CHOOSE..In relationship, you have to CHOOSE..EVERYTHING~ The time when you think that you cannot CHOOSE or got nothing to CHOOSE is the time when you have found excuses to cover it..I did CHOOSE..But not to what i expected...Whatever it is, Do not give up on anything you have choices..CHOOSE wisely..whatever..Nights..:D

Since 6 months till now, i thought i have let go of everything..i thought i have forget everything..Didn't i get over already? i showed my "happiness" to people..i told them i am happy now and don not want to put myself into sadness again.. But its seems by doing so..i am getting more and more empty inside me..i know how to say people but i don know how to say myself..Well, this is me..i hope things will change..i really don know what to do..seriously i really don know..:(

400th post..:D WA!! TODAY HOR!! I KEEP TRIPPING ON MY SLIPPER SIA~ don know why lo..-.- either is i never walk properly if not is my slipper got problem..-.- Almost have a great fall sia..XD haiya..i very no mood liao..haha..i come pms again..:D ok la..Nights all..:D Chocolate is the best remedy..:D

Hmmm..Today went to dickson house to slack only..Wake up play dota then around six like that go eat dinner with dickson they all then go the house lo..then stay there until 11 plus go home lo..then now blogging lo..you know how sian i am very sunday at this point of time..-.- DAMN SIAN..cause need to go school the next day..-.- ITS STUPID..PUI! Lately, i got alot of things to think of..haiz..troubled also..haiya~ whatever la hor..haha..Nights all..:D

Today went to Tm to find derek they all for dinner..end up leh..they all never take break..-.- so me and zy go eat Kfc lo..eat the four piece meal again..LOL tml last day for the coupon..XD then eat until very very full then end up have to walk slowly..XD if not will feel like vomit like that..HAHA..damn sad..lol..then we went back to popular to wait for them to after work lo..then we go to the Mac at the interchange there to have a small chat lo..saw Carolyn and Joanne lo..then after that went home le..today like that lo..i don want to waste time liao..need go do my things now..Nights all..:D

HAHA..got some problem with it so post two..XD Went to Flyers today..cause 10 dollars only..haha..Nice hor the view..haha..Still got the rest with ign and julius cam..haha..maybe later night or tml then post ba..:D ok la..i tired liao..anyway say Clover, Adel, Eugene and Zhi Yong..haha..they alsoo going to flyers..Nights..:D

Totally no mood for anything now la..-.- Today i PMS..pissed off during break that time then after that 2 to 6 not happy with MCT..-.- EVERYTHING LA~ SUA LA..-.- I am not happy today..In fact got alot alot of problem..-.- Still keeping to myself is better than saying all out..Took a picture after i come out of bathing..:D Seriously no mood..-.- Nights all~

Don know why Blogspot like lag only leh..lol..like take very long to go to people blogs sia~ Zzz cant do my daily blog hopper..XD Hmm...Today went school for my test then get back my Progauto result..LOL..21/50 F grade HAHA..suay sia..now left only one more subject haven take back only..lol..so now my results is F, C+ and A..XD Well~ today went to Nihon Mura..don think will be going back le ba..LOL..like abit waste of money..XD but then i full la..so nvm..HAHA..then after that went home liao..Haiyo~ The monster hunter game hard sia..LOL..The first qesut i play only hor..WA LAO EH!!! DAMN HARD..HAHA..ok la..lazy blog liao le..Nights all..:D

Ok...Recent news i heard was that the school holiday was cancel..Lol..Soo i won't get so pissed off now..HAHA..Ok..i don know why these two days i cant get to sleep..don know think what sia..-.- these two days sleep then end up wake up at 1 plus..then don know think what shit until 2.30 like that then sleep..-.- and today i late for my Jap class..Zzz First time lo~ Haiz..Then after Jap then go meet for project then after that we go to lecture..haha..Too tired end up fall asleep in the lecture..LOL..very long never sleep in lecture liao..XD damn nice..HAHA..Thought want to go back home de..But then all no respond then sua lo..haha..Tml buffet ba..haha..ok la..Nights all..:D

Today school was.....................SHIT?!?!?! Totally no mood for it?!! WORST THING IS!!!! I go school then heard that secondary schools and other poly except RP got extended holiday?!?! WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS!!!! WE NOT STUDENTS AR!!! WE WONT GET SICK AR!!! -.- WHAT SHIT!!!! Why we no extend..-.- NONSENSE!! WTH!!! -.- HOPE TP TIO ONE CASE AR!!! THEN THEY KNOW..-.- NONSENSE SHIT! Zzz So unfair..Anyway today get back results..haha Pod 67/100..Haiz..Maths 81/100..Wooo~ XD they rest don know le..maybe tml then know ba..haha..After school say Jing Pei..XD Then awhile later Adel..HAHA..ok la..Nothing much happen today..ok la..Nights all..:D

Hellooooooo~ EVERYONE~ HMMMM...First thing first..Tml school..-.- WHAT BULLSHIT! I haven even have my fun yet and i am soon going to stress mode..-.- WHAT NONSENSE! THIS IS SHIT! 2 weeks of holiday..Why not have it one week..-.- Don have better~ Zzz..Should at least one month ma..Like that than enough maa~ -.- And now thinking of tml school only hor..SHAG..-.- Then my sister they all still one week i think..-.- SEE~ WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS!!! STUPID, IDIOT OR DUMB! CHOOSE LA!!! -.- Haiya sua la..Zzz Say here they also wont suddenly call me and say my holiday will extend..-.- Stupid...

Ok....Today woke up at 3.15pm..-.- Just waste half of my day liao lo..Kao~ But then i also got nothing to do..T.T And i suppose to go top my Ez-Link card today de..but then lazy..XD Soo tml need to waste money..HAIZ~~ PUO CAN LE~ Hmmm..Haiya just think of tml school hor~ I totally no mood liao..-.- Arghh!!! Wa!!!! ARGHH!!!!!!! -.- Cannot tahan..haiya..Nights all..:D

Everyone will leave this pathetic world one day..Only that they don't know when their time is up..Many people are down with diseases, sickness, virus or accidents that are unexpected but they are not dying..And when they realised it, they feel that they lost their meaning of life, feeling extremely sad, demoralise and down, feel like giving up on everything just because they thinks that they will suffer and maybe thinking of ending their life straight away when they can choose not to die..But why? Happy or sad...Like i said, you still need to live your life the way it is..So, why not choose the happier way and live your way not the way it is, but the way you want it to live..:D Pick yourself up..Compared yourself to those who are worst than you..There are..only that you all don know..They are also able to pick up their courage to accept who they are and live their lives to the fullest and feel happy..And when people see them so happy, they don even realised that these people who are living their life so happily would have any problem in their health..Don't be disheartened..Live it to the max..You choose your way of life and you live your way of life..:D

Hmmm..Today slept at 10am after they went home..haha..Then wake up at 5pm..haha..Zy call me say later dinner..lol..then end up wake up prepare and then walk to inter lo..save money..Hmmm..Then after that we go find dickson and jason lo..They cut their hair then after that go to Carl's Jr to have dinner..haha..After that go walk walk around T1 then we go the open space slack leh..Sian lo~ The T1 hor build the sky garden hor then hor they don want to open the place for public..Zzz STUPID LO~ Anyway Xw come pei us during the break also then later also derek come pei us after his outing with his family..Talk until zy sleep there..-.- Soo~ we cont to chit chat..LOL..Then until Jason want to go arcade then we call him wake up then go lo..BUT THEN ARCADE CLOSED..LOL Soo we lift-ed down to B1 see got what "small eat" lo~ Bought the Fried Pork Bun..LOL..DAMN NICE~~ :D Sooo~ stay there eat ahwile then all go home for dota le..XD Today like that lo..Tml leh..SURE SIAN..T.T AND SCHOOL OPENING LIAO..WA!!!!! ARGHH!!! PUI!!! ok la..enough..haha..Nights all~

HAHA!! YO YO!! Now time is 6.48am..:D And i am blogging..haha..Well~ Like i mention the previous post that I am tonning with Zy derek and Marcus..XD Soooo~ Marcus went home le..lol..he sleep sleep sleep then went home le..LOL..cant stand the boredom ba..HMMM..Then now Zy and Derek sleep with their mouth open laa~ XD OK la..so i assume that i will be sleeping during the afternoon and waste my day liao..HAIZ~ Ok la..Tonight then i blog le..:D Ok~ now i am randomly thinking of Jane now..XD WHATEVER..MORNING~ :D

YOYOYO~ Todya will be blogging early cause Marcus, Derek, Zy and Me will be tonning..:D At my house..XD Hmmm..Just now went to Giant to get some tidbits to eat lo..HAHA..Ok la..Total we spend about $21 HAHA..ok la..LOL..Then all share lo~ :D Hmmm..There was i thing that i was thinking for quite sometime le ba..."Why patch when a couple decides to break up" Hmmm..I agreed to quite an extend but also disagree to an extend also..:D Anyway still haven got a definite answer..HAHA..Anyway there was another thing in mind too..Hmmm..When a relationship between a couple could not even last for a month, I feel that this relationship cannot be save and no point trying to save it too..Because in future there will be something idengtical repeat again and then it will make a full stop to the relationship..Haiz..All these are problem and troubles to me..LOL..ok la..don wan tsay much liao..Nights all..:D

Hmmm...Today finally get to go out..XD Then~ went to Raffles City to see Crumpler Bag..Cause derek say maybe he getting one..haha..Rich people..Hmm..Then after that we went to eat Kfc for dinner at Suntec..HMMMM~ Weird thing is hor~~ don know why the Kfc like totally empty..-.- Seriously~ Like that Kfc got problem like that..Zzz But then nvm la..we just go in and eat..haha..Then we head to the Arcade..haha..THEN WE PLAY ONE STUPID MACHINE~ THE MACHINE BELOW..HAHA..SOMETHING FUNNY HAPPEN..XD




Saw the pluck caught behind the plush machine..HAHA..We accidentally hit it in..LOL..Too much strength..LOL..We only like hit less than 4 times and the pluck flew all the way behind the plush machine..HAHA..DAMN FUNNY~ Then we see each other like an idiot then see the machine timing for the game count down to 0..Zzz AND STUPID THING IS~~ The machine only have one pluck....Which is the one we accidentally hit behind the plush machine..LOL..Sooo~ the next person who want to play the machine will get to play without the pluck..XD unless the staffs are able to find where is the pluck and get it out..XD

Then went to Carrefour then walk walk then derek bought Strawberrys..haha...THEN I SAW A VERY VERY BIG MANGO..OMG!!! DON KNOW HOW LONG NO EAT LE..T.T And the mango is SERIOUSLY VERY BIG..HAHA..Hmmm..after while we walk to bugis then take bus home le..:D AND AND AND MY SISTER FRIEND, Jane....OMG!!! SHE IS SO CUTE..XD Seriously, do you know how sweet when she smiles~ OMG!! It's like honey with somemore sugar added..XD I wanted to make friends with her very long le...but then never get the chance and ar i doubt she will want..:(:(:( Later she think i some tiko..T.T LOL..ok la ok la..VERY RANDOM HERE..SORRY AR~~..ok la..Thats all folks..:D Signing off~ Nights..:D

Ok..Seriously i don want school to start la..but then if can go school i also want..-.- Cause i at home is seriously hor very de the sian you know not..T.T CANNOT TAHAN LIAO!! T.T Hmmm..Today i was Psp-ing the whole day and i think i am going to be stupid soon..T.T Scared sia..LOL..Want to die liao..I will be crazy if i stay at home tml again..T.T Hmmm...School reopening in like 4 days laa~ Soooooo~ Fast lo~ haiz..Hate school..Arghh!! haiya i go rest le la..

OH YA..I was thinking that our era of clothing have been tarnish by ah lians and ah bengs..And when someone who tries to wear almost the same clothings that those ah lians and ah bengs wore, they will have the impression of you that you dress like an ah beng or what..LOL..don you find it weird..Hmmm..Don believe you all go try to wear like what those ah bengs and lians wearing and you will know already..haha..ok la..lazy to blog le..Nights All~ :D

Wa wa wa wa wa wa ~ Today hor~ i wake up only~ Waaaa~ Neh neh so pain sia..T.T Kao~~ Pain dao~ Haiyo~~ Hmm..Then end up cannot sleep back le lo..haha..the whole afternoon i was extremely super-ly(Benedict's Dictionary) very-ly(Benedict's Dictionary) bored..T.T So go play my psp la..haha..play play play..end up see clock..EH!! SHIT!!! 5.15pm..Zzz Never go prepare..LOL..Cause meet Clover for jogging..haha..die liao laaa~ So i quickly go prepare and leave house le..haha..lucky i reach EARLIER..XD I STILL THOUGHT I LATE~ but then reach there liao like going to rain lo..-.- damn sad..everytime want go jogging sure rain..Zzz end up drizzle awhile then stop liao..HAHA..Yay~

Sooo~ jog with Clover for i think 1.5km..HAHA..cause if cont i think she will faint..LOL..so in the end we walk one round lo..THEN WE GO PLAY SWING~ NOT I WANT TO PLAY..LOL..IS CLOVER..SHE STILL CHILD LA..XD ok la..actually i also got swing abit la..but not because i like it..is because i got nothing to do..XD We saw alot of ADEL's Signs..telling us not to feed her..HAHA..Anyway our motive was to see the sunset de..END UP HOR~~~ when we walk to the place hor..Zzz All we see was grey blue patch of sky and abit of redness..-.- Sooo sad luhhh~~ Miss the sunset..T.T So we sit there talk talk lo..:D After awhile we go home le..:D ok la..i think that all for today..tml i think i will again die..-.- die of boredom le..T.T Nights all..:D

You know hor today hor...Waaaaa~ T.T i very very very very very sian ah..-.- Whole day at home lo~..Erm ok la..actually if want to say go out then morning i wake up to go to the school's gym with Xw and Jason la..XD Actually by right is cancel de..cause i very tired so msg xw tell him can don go not..XD but then think think haiya just go la..haha..

Went there do the first one only tired liao..-.- too long never gym liao..haha..so if tml my body don ache horrr~ sure is fake..-.- Today don know why hor..very tired..-.- but then don feel like sleep..like will waste my day..haha..Play dota with Indian..LOL..he going overseas la..but then don know flying to where la..forget when he coming back..haha..the best don come back..LOL! ok la ok la..at most bring back the body lo..XD ok i am so bad..haha...anyway bon voyage~ :D Yaaa seriously right now i think i got to blog about liao laaa..Even if got hor i think i also forget le..got a very very very very very poor memory..haha..ok thks bye..Nights..:D

Ni men ni hao~ haha..ok la..i was talking in han yu pin yin just now la..haha..XD Anyway today watch the Ghost Of Girlfriends Past..haha..Nice show..:D I like..Hmm..went to watch this show with doug zh derek julius and ger ba..watch finish liao then take a long time to decided what to eat and end up chose a coffeeshop..-.-..Had western ba..then after that go find one place talk talk..HAHA..talk about Ger and Julius relationship..LOL..Haiyo~ all dirty de..XD Sooo around 7 to 8 i think then we go home le..:D

Very long since i say such things liao..XD In life, cherish those who cherish you and treat you well..Forget those who don't because they don't worth it..Either happy or sad, you still need to live your life everyday..So why the live on with sadness when you can CHOOSE to live on with happiness..Don't say your life is without happiness..Because happiness is gain on what you strive for..Don't say you got nothing to strive for..Because the life given to you have a meaning, a purpose and a goal to achieve..Now don't say your life shows nothing of these..The things you do everyday have a purpose and when it is done you have achieve that goal and purpose which gives you the meaning to carry on with other tasks ahead of you..There are some people who says life is hard and there are some who says life is simple..But to me, life is hard if you think it in a complex way but life is simple when you just think it is..:) No matter what it is, you got only one life..Make use of it..Make a differences in any way but not the sinful way..Live it to the fullest and learn to accept yourself before others to accept who you really are..:D Think about it..:D Nights..

Yooooooooooooooooooooooo~ You know ah..Today ah...HAIZ..Sleep at think going to 3 am like that..then wake up at around 4.45am like that..then cannot sleep..lie and lie and lie on the bed then when finally can sleep..Zzz Phone ring..-.- 6 liao..must go prepare le..Zzz then see the sky grey grey de..Sms Zy..he say " Just go prepare la..Leaving house tell me.." Then i ok lo..go bathe..change full jogging gear on..then sit down haven put sock only~ Zy call.."Eh, my here "hairy hairy" rain liao..Then i was like Zzz OMG!!! MEANS NO GO?!?!?! ..End up i go change back to my sleeping clothers..then lie and lie again..Finally going to sleep again..Phone ring..Zzz!!! This time..Msg.."Rain stop liao" Then i was like..=.=" Don tell me.........And really tell me to go jog..WA!!! This time hor lazy liao..Rejected..LOL..THEN END UP CANNOT SLEEP LIAO!!!! Zzz..Lie and lie and lie..CANNOT SLEEP MEANS CANNOT SLEEP!!! Haiz..So i got no choice but to use the com liao lo..HAHA..

Sooooooooooooooo use use use..then when time to go out that time..i tired..-.- WTH!!! PURPOSELY DE..T.T End up go out with a sleepy face..T.T and my ugly hair which i regretted that i cut it..T.T Anyway i hope it grows fast..:D ok la..Today went out to the It fair..Dissappointed sia..This year the It fair don open better..-.- because i never see anything that i want to buy..XD So it Sucks this year..:D Anyway meet marcus around 6 like that before that we were like some beggars sitting out 7-eleven eating instant cup noodles~ while waiting for marcus anyway..then after that go to the Statrbucks drink drink..Hmmm..And the Dark Berry Mocha..Taste abit weird la..like drinking black sauce luh..-.- but then long long not bad le..haha..so went to open space sit on the floor when we can actually sit on a chair..but we choose to be beggars soooo floor! XD Talk talk...then go home liao..haha..then i com until now lo..:D

Well, today talk quite alot..:D Blog also alot..haha..sorry ar..long post some more no pics..haha..might be boring luh..haha..ok la..sleeping soon le..Nights..:D

Ahhh~ Today finally step out of house liao..haha went to Vivo..Haha..so long never go le~~ Went there with derek lo..Hmmm..Go the Candy empire and waste money..haha..Buy those things not nice de..Zzz Then dinner ate Carl's then go open space slack slack awhile then bus back home..haha..tml got BBQ at pasir ris..haha..ok la..Need to go rush my things le..:D Nights all~

OKOKOKOKOK~ Today never managed to go out..haha..stay at home cause lazy also..haha..Hmmm...finally completed my Kingdom hearts..HAHA..YAY~ LOL.then create my band liao..LOL..fun fun..:D dota-ing until now..mixing also..omg..i still got alot need to do lo..haiz..ok ok la..i go do liao later school start then no time liao..haha..Nights all~

Wa...OMG!!! Today i am bored to death leh..-.- cannot tahan ar..tml i think i need to go out..LOL..if not i sian dao~~~~~ Today wake up then bathe then Psp then sleep until 6 plus then watch tv until 9 plus then computer until now..what can be more boring than this..Zzz WA LAO EH~~~~ So basically i will be rotting until school starts..haiz..Ok la..Nothing le..Got an old music video to share with you all..:D It's a Nice Song..:D Enjoy..:D Nights..:D

Waaaa...Tired ar..LOL..don think going back to work anymore liao..HAHA..Should be quitting ba..XD go back see all strangers then also things around also change..-.- Sua liao..LOL..And alot of new faces..LOL..and then got number from Chee Wei LOL..She is Cute..:x But don mistaken..:D Hmmm...Just reach home lo..then on the way saw marcus and his gf going to tm eat..LOL..Hmmm..I think i got nothing to talk about also la..Lazy to think anymore liao..HAHA..Nights All~

Came back to home at around 7am like that..Then go bathe then sleep lo..until 1 plus..Zzz Then cannot go back sleep liao..-.- So wake up use com lo..haha..around 6 like that off lo..then watch Death Note : L Change The World..HAHA..Old how luh..but then i haven watch ma..:D Damn nice..HAHA..The ending sad sia..L die..Haiz..Stupid..Hmmm..Thinking of tml go to work then see those faces again make me damn sian..Zzz Don feel like keep that job liao..haha..See first la..Anyway, need to chiong my game..haha..ok la..Thats all le..Nights..:D

Wooo~ First day of holiday~ LOL..Went to Bugis with derek and Zy to get derek things ba..Derek get his adidas belt..then after that went to eat Kfc..We three all eat the four piece meal..LOL..Full like hell sia..HAHA then after that go arcade to see derek and zy lose money then after that go the bugis junction to walk walk..End up walk and walk..Go round and round..End up go back to Freshbox..LOL..Derek and Zy both buy clothes..HAHA..Zy get a short pants tml at tampines cause he book liao then derek get a pants and a shirt lo..haha..After that we took bus home and now just reach home lo..:D Tml going to bbq liao..haha..celebrating Julius and Xw Birthday early..haha..ok la..thats all liao..Nights~

Wow..Today damn happy cause no more tests le..Woooooooooooooo~ But then hor today the test i flunked it..LOL..Confirm fail..Zzz But haiya don care la..LOL..Then reach home only dota until now sia..LOL..and maybe still going on..XD Hmmm..Tml going for Gym again..Holiday liao..but then i go alot of things to do sia..Work la..Go out la..And of course Mixing la..:D Alot alot alot..HAHA..OK la..I soon going to sleep liao..Nights~

Ok...Today Pod was ACTUALLY NOT hard de..ACTUALLY NOT a problem to be able to do all questions..BUT haiz..you know luh..last minute learn is like that de..haha..Soo all the ACTUALLY NOT can don need to read liao..LOL..After school again Kfc..haha..:D with my frens liao..:D Then after that go to library to study lo..I already feel that my tests finish liao cause tml the ProgAuto i don care de..HAHA..Soo like MCT like that..Pass no pass~ Sua lo..XD Later going dota again..haha..ok la..Nights all..:D Take Care~

Die la Die la Die la..Tml the Pod i suddenly forget everything sia..and just now i never learn tio anything..haiz..cannot liao la..but go revise liao la..First time at home..LOL..Nights~

Hmmm..Today test was fine..and then i lost 20 marks and my graph never label a zero point..Hmmm...i was just SAYING not WHINING..:D Sooo tml is MCT..-.- a damn stupid subject taught by a damn stupid teacher..Zzz don say liao..That teacher is shit..-.- Anyway I also don know tml will how..-.- like hard only..haha..ok la..i think i now go play game liao..LOL..Nights All~ :D

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